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I wanted to read more Than/Zag fluff and then I noticed I had the power to write it myself
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He furrows his eyebrows and doesn't immediately reply.

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Then he'll get Zagreus running his hand along the side of his body, drawing more random figures on his skin with the tips of his fingers. And maybe Zag will also wrap his leg around Than's.

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Thanatos shuts his eyes and hums. "I think... there's still a part of me that's... afraid I'm not good enough. To get you to stay. ...No, what I mean is... I know you say you'll never get bored of me, but... This is embarrassing."

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Zagreus pauses, then rests his hand on Thanatos's cheek. "It's just us, here, Than. There's nothing to be embarrassed about."

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"Easy for you to say," he grumbles.

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Zag laughs. "Maybe. Take a leaf from my book, then."

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"Hm."

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He just shrugs and smiles, waiting for Than to say what he means to say.

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He sighs and thinks his words through for another moment. "It's not really rational. Mortals, they want to be... everything to each other. Maybe they can, I don't know, but... I know I won't ever be everything to you, and nor do I want to. And... I guess I'm... scared... that you'll want that, too, and I won't be able to give you it."

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"That... sounds miserable, actually, Than, I would never want that."

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"I still remember how I felt when I arrived that day and you weren't there. It... was the first time I felt so angry but I think it's also because I felt so... powerless. Like, like things could just change from under me and I wouldn't know where to step... And like we weren't enough."

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"'We'?"

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"Ugh, why do you have to make me say it. Us, you and I, we."

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"...well, I didn't really think we had an 'us' then."

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He furrows his eyebrows again and doesn't reply.

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"But, you know, I think in some sense we weren't enough," he adds. "Because... I never realised just how important you were to me until you said 'goodbye', that day. I thought... you showed up and I thought I was going to have to fight you, but then you helped me, and then you... left. I'd never thought... that you were something I could lose, until I almost did, and I never want to feel like that again."

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"Well, then don't."

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"I'm not planning to! Than, even if—when I figure out how to last longer up on the surface, I'm not just going to leave you. You can find me, you can always find me, and I can find you. And I'll come back, probably, every now and then, if nothing else I have friends here, and family, right?"

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"...right. Right, and you're, you're still mending bridges with your father, and your mother always comes back even if she spends half the year on Olympus."

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"And I have you, you really need to stop underestimating how important that is to me."

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"...yeah. Yeah, okay. Consider me reassured."

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"Great, we can stop the mopefest now. Kiss me."

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He does.

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"So, how do you want to spend the rest of your day off?"

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"...you're going to laugh."

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