"I was born on a world with an... inordinate focus on martial arts. Every skill, every trade, every practice that was not the martial path itself was considered at most a 'side hustle' fit only for the strong, and at worst something that marked you out as someone volunteering to be enslaved. If you studied architecture, you were expected to keep yourself fed and knowledgeable, so that you could be picked up like a book off a shelf to work beneath a martial artist, and to thank them for the privilege of their protection. I wasn't forunate enough to be born with enough talent in the esoteric arts, wealth or natural fitness to become much of a warrior, so I was simply left to farm. I was scouted by fixfic in my twenties as an agent. I remember being so..."
She stares off into the distance for a moment.
"So excited that I could do something meaningful, that I could be one of the people who were allowed to have meaning. I took a mission in a world of low technology and the wuxia package, for few other options seemed like they would truly make me strong, and because I convinced myself that it was the best option, for the improved skill in martial arts would not fade, even if some of the physical benefits might."
She slips her hand up to her head, and gently strokes a finger beneath her eye.
"I... distinctly remember spending most of that mission bloodied and bruised in bed, because for all that the package gave me everything that it promised, it merely made it difficult to injure me with the conventional weapons they had on hand, and harder still to put me down, it was far from infeasible for a sufficiently large bomb or gun to take me out of the fight, and when I could attend oh so many fights in so short a span..."
She shakes her head a little ruefully.
"I spent more time being fussed over by nurses and debriefing them on my insight on how to best fight with the changing weapons of the era then I ever spent fighting, and to this day I'm still not entirely sure if it was that what mattered most, over the contributions of my own presence on the field of battle. I remember being... quite shaken. I looked into other powers, other missions, other ways to excel, because I oh so sure that couldn't be it. Eventually, I got the hint from my..."
A faint chuckle breaks through her usually rather placid face.
"'Mission Mommy' - she always insisted I call her that - that I needed to take missions with partners, and try to work more purposefully with people. A number of the stories of what I did on those missions are not exactly mine to share, but I found that I did, in fact, enjoy the martial path, amongst others, for all that it wasn't something that I truly wanted to... be my life. So I ended up with the package permanently, and amongst the other things I've done, I've ended up working in the administration, refining the reference methodologies for multipresence techniques, and mentoring and managing agents like you."