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[People were upset but there's not much they can do.]

[We have been waiting to see whether they go after more people or not.]

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[They have not, so far?]

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[By they do you mean the Andalite high command, the Andalites command Earth, or only Alloran?]

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[The Andalite high command and the Andalite command on Earth.]

[They have been suggesting they intend to conduct trials only for top leadership on each planet but we have not been sure whether to expect them to decide to describe that more expansively.]

[Or to say that everyone has a right to kill their Yeerk or something.]

[They have been pretty reasonable so far but we don't really understand how they arrive at their decisions.]

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That...seems like a weird worry to have, in the world where everything Cayaldwin has been saying to him is true, but also Mhalir can see how his staff might be suspicious of really being in that scenario even if they'd been living it for nearly a year, just because it feels so unlikely. 

[Have you asked them how they arrive at their decisions?]

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[They debate them but not in a way where anyone says anything they expect other people to disagree with or feel uncomfortable about.]

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[Is that how Matirin arrives at his decisions?]

[I am still very confused but based on the notes Leareth has given me, he works well with Matirin, and also I am told that I had great respect for Leareth and thought he was like a much older version of myself somehow, whatever that means]

[This to me indicates that Matirin probably does not make his decisions by listening to Andalite consensus and debate that includes no uncomfortable disagreements, because I cannot imagine an older me getting along with such a person]

[So maybe you should ask Matirin how he makes his decisions]

[And then ask Leareth to give his impression?]

[...I am not actually sure to what extent you trust Leareth, though apparently I did]

[Also I think Cayaldwin is very different from most Andalites in that way and you ought ask him how he thinks about it, maybe?]

[I am sorry, that was a large number of suggestions and I am not sure if any of them are actually helpful]

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[You did respect Leareth and think he was an older version of yourself.]

[And he seems trustworthy.]

[I don't think he would let the Andalites decide there can be no more human-Controllers or anything. I don't know if he would have enough authority to object if they decided to prosecute everybody with a rank.]

[One interpretation of your murder is that Leareth and Matirin threw their political influence at getting the trial delayed and the sentence reduced and this was a significant enough shift to Andalite consensus that they were collectively fine with it when instead Alloran murdered you.]

[Because influence can only move people so far.]

[Matirin is very reassuring to talk to but the Andalites find him equally reassuring to talk to, and so does Leareth, I think if anything he's unusually good at not having uncomfortable disagreements.]

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[Honestly I think it makes sense for the Andalite consensus to be not very bothered by Alloran murdering me?]

[He is one of their people and I tortured him for twenty years.]

[I expected him to murder me if he ever could. I cannot fault him for it and, if anything, I am impressed he succeeded.]

[I do not think either his decision to kill me, or the Andalites' response to it, are going to be all that indicative of attitudes towards Yeerks who did not take involuntary Andalite hosts.]

[That is not in itself an argument that Yeerks of your rank will not be tried by the Andalite head command, but I do not think the events leading up to and including my death will have increased the likelihood that 'top leadership' will be interpreted expansively.]

[If anything, my death will perhaps have been cathartic for the Andalites as a people.]

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[I hope it works out that way.]

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[I suppose we will see.]

[Are there other things you wanted to ask me about right now?]

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She wants to verify it is him by asking a bunch of questions about things he ought to remember, if it is.

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She can ask him questions! He'll answer to the best of his ability. He doesn't have anything to refer to but he has a decent memory for things that he actually was around for and remembers. 

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[Did you have questions for us.]

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[If you are sufficiently convinced it is me, I would like updates from your side. Leareth shared some messages with me, but he only had your external communications with him in particular.]

[Giving those to me in writing seems more efficient than you standing here typing, Cayaldwin built an interface where I can read text files.]

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[I think Cayaldwin may have a question for you too.]

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She turns to look questioningly at Cayaldwin. "Mhalir says you, uh, have a question?"

         <Do you wish me to kill Alloran, in light of this.>

"...uh. Did you ask Mhalir?"

         <He prefers that I not.>

"Then, no, we don't want that. I don't think it would improve things at all. And they might blame us."

        <That would be very stupid of them.>

 

"Well, they're Andalites" would be a very inadvisable thing to say so she doesn't say it. She does type to Mhalir [he asked if we want him to kill Alloran. There isn't some reason to want that I'm not thinking of, is there?]

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[I do not think so.] 

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[If the situation escalates away from everyone following the laws we will lose. The fleet is dismantled. Most of the Yeerks in hosts are ones with minimal or no role in the invasion.]

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[I know.]

[I think murdering Alloran would increase the risk of escalation considerably.]

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[Also they'd learn of you if they took Cayaldwin alive or interrogated any of us.]

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Somehow, stupidly, he hadn't thought about that. 

[Yes. That would be very bad.] 

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"Please don't", she says to Cayaldwin, as steadily as she can when his tail is twitching like that. 

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<If you prefer it.> he says coldly in response.

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Mhalir, of course, cannot tell at all if they're talking about it right now. He waits to see if anyone is going to enter text into his interface. 

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"What kind of computer does he need?"

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"He requires 116 petabytes of memory and 180 exaFLOPS to run at a speed that seems subjectively about right. There are probably efficiency gains to be had, I wasn't really prioritizing it."

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