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a zanmi is an esper
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Happy snuggly nuzzly Cara! She gently pets his hair. 

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He gradually unwinds from being all keyed up and relaxes onto her. "You're very cute."

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She smiles warmly and kisses his forehead. "You too! And you make incredible noises, it's delightful." 

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"Oh do I. Well I'm glad you enjoyed the concert."

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"It was a pleasure to conduct." She giggles and kisses him on the lips.

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Oooh more kissing.

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Yes! Cara would like more of that, please.

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"Get a room."

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"...sorry, kitty, I didn't realize you were up."

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Oops. She blushes and waves at Cricket. "Espers, huh?" 

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"Apparently."

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"If she'd interpreted you as talking to her -"

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"I was talking to you and would've said that. Is that not good enough?"

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"Probably good enough but be alert to it."

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Ohhhh. (a) this fucking backlash (b) Haru is so good....

"Huh! I interpreted it as 'stop making out', approximately. Which I did, but I can't tell if it was my backlash or because it was a reasonable request that Haru was also following?" She tilts her head thoughtfully. "No, I think it was the latter. I was embarrassed while stopping, and that doesn't happen with my backlash." 

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"You still have plenty but I guess it's not as dangerous when you're at a level where you can interpret idioms."

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"And possibly the lack of emotional response part is a symptom that only shows up when I'm at higher backlash rates. Or maybe I followed the instruction as I understood it for backlash reasons, and felt the thing I was going to feel about it afterwards... man. I need to experiment with this, it'd be irresponsible not to, but also..." 

she shivers, and clings a little tighter to him.

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"You can design experiments and I can help you with them, maybe interleaved with powers testing once hellweek is up."

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Man, procrastinating on this is so tempting, but... "I would love to get your help with this, both with running experiments and brainstorming them, if you're willing. I was just thinking... awakening seems like it might be a good time to run higher-backlash experiments? Especially because... it feels like there's a lot of different important things to test?"  She gets her phone out and re-opens her backlash priority notes.

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"We can also do it now, but if I were you I'd be worried about - finding a freaky result and then not being able to get rid of the backlash completely as a step in calming down."

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She looks at him thoughtfully. Probably he would not be cool with... well, they can talk about it, that's had a good track record so far.

 "I'm guessing you wouldn't be comfortable with using my backlash to help keep me grounded if I was freaking out, even if I was?" 

She snorts. "I really hope it doesn't end up working like this, but if posted signs did the trick I could do the testing somewhere with one of those Keep Calm And Carry On posters in view."

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"If you want to be hypnotized into taking deep breaths and doing cognitive behavioral therapy exercises, or something, I can serve in that capacity."

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"If I'm panicking - especially if I'm hyperventilating - it's good to me to take a few deep breaths, I never want to be having a panic attack. I expect that that + a guiding hug is going to be more than enough, I am very responsive to even mundane touch as a grounding mechanism." Snugglesnuggle. "And you - feel very safe, to be around."

"...I don't think I want to run any experiments today, it's still too - fresh, but brainstorming things to try with you sounds really nice, if you're up for that."

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"Sure. Posted signs, both positive and negative - we should try to fill out a big chart of all the known factors in various combinations, actually, once I can look at a spreadsheet I can do that."

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