There's a total lunar eclipse two weeks later, the first one since January 2001. That semiquarter and most of the next pass without much more noise. Jackson is occasionally sad because of his dom's electric toy, and he's occasionally more stripey than he wishes to be, but there's not a whole lot Sadde can do about that. Against his hopes, Mason doesn't dump Jackson, and nothing gives.
Sadde continues socializing with people, but no one new. And as the semiquarter approaches its end and summer break gets closer, Sadde receives an email from Tobias, saying that he fully expects his daughter to come home and tell everyone all about her first half year at magic school.
The email tells Sadde to behave.
Sadde is not in a good place.
"Magic is frustrating and takes a long time and it's kinda annoying to have to figure it out this way."
"Do you ever think about what you'd do if you woke up one day with all your memories but you were like seven?"
He shakes his head and forces a laugh. "Sorry. I'm in a—weird mood, today. For obvious reasons. Um, what did you mean?"
"I mean, I wind up thinking about all kinds of things like how to convince my family and avert natural disasters and stuff, but if you re-eclipsed you'd have a huge head start."
"Yeah. I mean, I don't think seven, I usually think, if I were born with my current mind. And yeah, all sorts of things like that. Mostly I'd try to get my mother to leave Tobias earlier."
"And if I knew it was coming I'd memorize a lot of stuff like lottery numbers and, yeah, disasters and terrorist attacks and whatnot."
"That'd take a long time, though. It'd only work if you could postpone the event of returning to your baby-body. And in that case I might want to wait a much longer time before I did it."
"I really wouldn't want to be a baby again. That would be unpleasant on so many levels."
"I think at that age I could have talked my mother into homeschooling me. No way she'd miss out on being my kindergarten teacher and until I'd put in my time in first grade I'm not sure she'd have bought I could benefit from being pulled out."
"School was kind of a waste of time even then and double so if I'm doing it over again."
"I would, but I'm not sure they'd react appropriately to the information without some prodding. ...Man, time travel would make it awkward with Alex. Especially me being older."
"I mean, I think they might still expect me to be seven, with - extra information?"
"Oh. I think my father wouldn't've believed me but mom would've and would've reacted accordingly but been a bit sad that she'd've missed my childhood."
"Yeah, I imagine my parents would be sad about the missed childhood too."