"So, Fharlanghn is -" the one says, eventually, his head resting on the other's shoulder and his arm draped across his lap as he drives. "I guess - I don't know how much we have in common, do you speak to your father?"
"Not since I was a boy, no."
"Mine almost killed me, once."
"Wow."
"And being Fharlanghn's cleric is - everything he hated about me, Fharlanghn likes. Just about, I mean, but. He hated that I wouldn't stay."
"That's rough. I had problems with mine but not that one."
"Lucky."
"Yeah."
"Fharlanghn?"
"Yeah. So he's important - I don't know if you've had someone who really cared about you no matter what, I haven't much. But Fharlanghn - almost does, I guess. I've had to make compromises. But never anything - never anything I couldn't stand, you know?"
"I've had that - I should introduce you to Kat, sometime. But not much, yeah, I get it."
"I have a Kat. If it's the same one. She's a cleric too, of Lastai, she's, um-"
"Yeah." He reaches over to ruffle the other's hair. "That's Kat. Very um."
"Good that there's more of her, the world needs all the Kat it can get. Anyway, Fharlanghn. He's - he gets what's most important but he's not a good god, and that's a problem sometimes. Not - not often, but it happens."
"Like how?"
"Like - he doesn't mind us doing things for people but that's not what traveling is for, to him. And I can't just - like - being a cleric of Fharlanghn means it's the highest priority, if that stops being true I stop being a cleric."
"So you're stuck, when you want to step outside that line."
"Yeah."
"We don't do so well with stuck. What does your Kat say about it?"
"Well, she knows how clerics are."
"I bet she doesn't put up with being stuck."
"Well, no, but her goddess is different."
"I guess she'd have to be. But Fharlanghn?"
"Most of the time he's fine. He doesn't - he doesn't make demands on purpose, things just sometimes happen."
"All right. I'm not going to try to talk you into leaving, you know, I just want to understand."
"Okay. Well. One of his rules - not just for us, in general - is that you can't hold people somewhere without giving them a choice about it. No prisons, unless the prisoners have a choice of a different punishment. It's usually exile in our world. But they had a daeva prison here, and that doesn't work for them."
"Yikes."
"Yeah. And he's there right now, letting them go. Because I told him about it, because that's an obligation I have. And it's a huge mess and people might get hurt. Will get hurt. Probably. I don't know."
"Yikes." He wiggles his arm free to give him a squeeze, and the other one snuggles into it. "I'm not sure I can give you any advice about that. It's pretty heavy."
"I'm not sure I need any. I don't like it but he doesn't need me to. I don't think I'd choose differently if I had the choice to. But I don't like that about myself, very much."
"Yeah, of course you don't. Can you, I don't know, talk to him about it?"
"I guess? He's very busy. Especially right now."
"I think it'd be worth it. I know my Kat wouldn't put up with me having a relationship with someone I couldn't talk to."
"I guess. Gods are different, though."
"I guess they would be. I don't know anything about it."
"Yeah. I don't know, I'll think about it."
"Good."