Sadde doesn't seem quite able to focus on homework at the moment. He's fidgeting, and sometimes stares off into space for long periods of time before James has to snap him out of it.
"Well, I know where your place is - or was, I'm not actually sure you've gone home since you signed on - but I don't know your, like, history."
"Oh. That is fair, isn't it." He purses his lips, thinking. "I don't have the most cheerful of stories."
"No, I—I do. I mean, being fair isn't all of it, I do wanna have the kind of relationship with you where we share this kind of thing. It's just—I've never really told anyone, not all of it, anyway."
He shakes his head. "No, I want to." He exhales slowly. "You remember what my trigger event was?"
"Yeah. I lived with my mom. She—she died in the attack. I dunno if I told you that part, I know I told you she's dead, but. Yeah."
Lorica goes over and scoops him out of the air and hugs him.
Her neck is plated in armor and not super buryable, but she pats his back.
"My mom divorced my dad when I was little, because he—hit me. A lot. After she died, I had to live with him again. And he started hitting me again. Because of the gender thing. Transphobic asshole. Used to say he was gonna make me into a man whether I liked it or not."
"I'm pretty sure he's hurt me more than Boots ever did," he continues explaining, deadpan. "Eventually he kinda gave up on the 'making me a man' thing and decided he was just teaching me a lesson or something. He didn't really say. Then I emancipated. It was easy, actually, he didn't want anything to do with me by then, he wanted to forget I existed, I think." Pause. "I hope he did."
"Bit after I turned sixteen. A year and a half ago, give or take. I—moved to Brockton Bay, I could already fly then, I wanted to be a hero in a big cape city that was not New York, so."
"No. I never, ever let him figure out. It's—part of the reason why I took so long to really learn the stuff. The very first thing I could do, the gender thing, I couldn't do it then. He'd have noticed."
"Yeah. Me, too. So, uh, I've lived alone since then, I went to school at Winslow High, and after joining the Wards I've been living here."