May was about to fall back asleep in Ren's arms, and now she is not in Ren's arms, which puts paid to the "fall back asleep" plan.
Complete agreement... buuut she is going to make sure the bag is in reach and she can find the condoms in case.
It turns out hugging the sun with no clothes in the way at all and also kissing is the best experience yet.
Lucien is quite happy like this for a bit but also something in him thinks there are even better ways to push bodies together out there.
"I am not going to have... any more... sex with you until you say words about it and put on a condom and that is final!" she says, though she doesn't really sound very sure.
"I guess that is technically a word but - you were freaking out before about - and we didn't really resolve that exactly and if you're going to be upset about this in a week then - and also I don't have an IUD yet -"
"You're-I like you and don't want to hurt you and I hurt people and wasn't listening to you?"
"We're both backlashy, we're not in our right minds, I just needed to - talk to you for a minute, is all, to make sure you really wanted to, uh, do what you seemed like you were gonna."
"It's not like I wouldn't really like to! But I don't have an IUD and haven't had a minute to think straight about anything for days so I don't know how robust the really liking to is."
"I am confused about why you would really like to? Also I'm scared that I'm going to keep trying to do things even if you don't want to."