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Sasha has no idea how to respond to 'uh.'

"If there's anything —" 

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"You gave me ideas for new writers to check out for whom the bookstores hadn't been totally picked over yet, and sewing kits are both light and useful. You can customize other people's clothes."

(He's lying.)

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"That's true but that's not why you did that." 

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"Yes, it is."

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He opens his mouth. 

Then he pauses, and looks at Lev's body language and face. 

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His face gets really tight.

"AndIwantyoutobehappy."

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He steps forward and hugs him. 

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Lev gives him a desperate clinging too-tight hug.

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Yeah. Sasha's good at this. 

"I've got you," he murmurs, and adjusts around Lev as well as he can. 

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And now Lev is very quietly crying into his shoulder.

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Sasha keeps holding him, puts one hand very cautiously on the back of his head and keeps the other on his back. 

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He has a lot of crying inside of him.

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That's okay. 

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"You don't have to do this," he says, still crying into Sasha's shoulder.

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"I know I don't." But if Sasha doesn't hug him he's pretty sure nobody is going to, and that is — not an acceptable outcome. 

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"I'm not trying to do some kind of-- fucked up hugs for sewing supplies exchange here." Sobbing.

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"You really obviously need the hug." He rubs Lev's back. "...and I kind of need a hug too." 

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That is a look of pathetic desperate gratitude!

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Sasha holds him a little tighter. 

"Do you want to sit down?" 

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"Yeah-- I mean, if you want to--"

Lev can figure out how to sit in the chair with Sasha into his lap while hugging him the entire time.

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Yes. And then Sasha will be curled up in his lap with his hands on the back of Lev's head and neck, with more of him in contact with Lev than not. 

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Lev whimpers.

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Sasha leans forward, very, very slowly, giving Lev plenty of time to pull away if he wants to — 

— and then kisses him. 

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Lev kisses back desperately and enthusiastically. 

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Lev being enthusiastic about things is very good. 

Sasha keeps kissing him, tries to communicate you're okay, I've got you, I'm here with touch alone. 

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