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Mar 21, 2019 9:38 AM
lol you thought
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today really messed you up

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yeah

it really did

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I can tell because you're using the word 'fault'

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I think in this case the concept is actually relevant 

don't worry I still don't believe in deserving 

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I love you

stay with me forever

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I love you 

I want to but this is not the state of mind I should be in when I promise forever 

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okay <3

it turns out the moon is not that important except on a thousands-of-years time scale

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more than the stars, then 

more than the sky 

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When they finally land Lev is bouncing on his heels waiting for Sasha.

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Sasha hugs him so so tight. 

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Lev tugs him. "Come to my room--"

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"Of course —" 

He follows where he's tugged. 

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As soon as they're in his bedroom Lev strips off his clothes and climbs into bed.

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Sasha follows suit and kisses him. 

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He relaxes as soon as he feels Sasha's skin against his skin.

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Good. Good. Sasha keeps kissing him, presses into him; he's desperate for contact, like a full-body thirst. 

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Lev doesn't seem to know what to do with his hands; he's jumping randomly between Sasha's hair and his shoulders and his back and his ass.

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It doesn't matter; he'll melt into Lev's hands no matter where they are. 

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Lev murmurs incoherently on the theme of love you and miss you and don't die

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"Love you, missed you — more than water — not going to die — you're perfect, I love you —" 

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This is going to go on for a while!

Eventually he says, "do you want to talk about it?"

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He doesn't tense up, but he does press himself even closer into Lev. 

"I don't know. I don't — I don't really know what feeling safe would mean but I don't think I'm going to feel it for. Probably a while." 

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"...therapy?"

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"...probably a good idea, but I think 'my not quite boyfriend, who is twenty-two while I am fifteen, killed me' is the kind of thing mandated reporters tell your parents about." 

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"SHIELD can probably do something."

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