Okay, yeah, that's amazing.

"Sasha-- Sasha-- Sasha, you're so beautiful--"

Oh-oh-oh — he holds Kaleva's hips down and makes soft desperate whimpering sounds around Kaleva's cock and closes his eyes and presses his forehead into Kaleva's stomach, something about the way Kaleva is talking is so good — 

"Sasha, you're wonderful, I love the way you look between my legs, it feels so good, it's so hot and wet and good and Sasha ohhhhhhh---"

His back arches and he pushes his dick deep into Sasha's mouth and he comes.

Sasha's eyes flutter open. 

He swallows and rises from his knees, sits back down on the couch next to Kaleva. 

Kaleva throws an arm around his shoulder and kisses his temple. "Do you want me to--?"

He does not especially want to find out just how bad Kaleva would be at blowjobs, no. 

"Just — keep talking?" he says, and then his brain catches up to his mouth and he isn't sure why he'd said that. 

"About anything, or about how wonderful you are, or--?"

His breath hitches at the word wonderful. 

Kaleva runs a hand along Sasha's cheek. "You're so beautiful and so smart and you make such good faces and I really like kissing you and whenever you smile my heart leaps in my chest."

It's — words like that are for smoothing over a problem, or for talking to someone who could hurt you, or for someone you own, it's not — Kaleva doesn't sound like he means it in any of those ways and Sasha doesn't know what's going on and Sasha never wants it to end — he curls up against Kaleva's side and takes one of Kaleva's hands and puts it on his hair and doesn't silence the soft high-pitched noises coming out of his throat. 

Kaleva pulls his pants back on with one hand and with the other he pets Sasha's hair. "You're so good, your mouth made me feel so great, your hair is so nice to pet, I love the face you make when you finally get something, I love your thoughts on poetry--"

Being wanted feels like glowing, feels like warm golden liquid settling in his bones. Sasha presses closer to Kaleva's side, wraps one arm around Kaleva's shoulder and curls his hand in Kaleva's hair again. 

Kaleva kisses him. "You are one of the best things that has ever happened to me."

The glow grows brighter, warmer. Sasha closes his eyes and smiles into the kiss, pulls himself into Kaleva's lap. 

"Everything is so soft here," he breathes against Kaleva's mouth, "you're so good to me, you're so sweet, I'd never had anything really sweet before," and he can't tell whether he's talking about sugar or Kaleva or both. 

"At some point I'm totally going to freak out about all this but right now I just want to hold you because you're amazing. --Although we should probably stop before Chen gets home."

"Yeah. We should." He doesn't want to, Kaleva is warm and soft and sweet and Sasha can't remember the last time anyone's done this. 

He leans forward and kisses Kaleva one last time and then pulls away. 

The bad news is that Kaleva will be completely incapable of not smiling at Sasha like he's the sun and moon and stars.

The good news is that Auradon is homophobic enough that no one will notice. 

"I vote we both skip class tomorrow and spend all day in bed."

"I would like to avoid conversations with Fairy Godmother if at all possible." 

"I don't think you need remedial goodness because you are already extremely good."

"If you keep saying things like that we're going to end up back where we started." (Not that Sasha wouldn't like that, but.) 

"I think not telling you how great you are all the time will be very hard and I should be rewarded for it by getting to tell you how great you are constantly when we're alone."

"You're so sweet." Kissing him again is a bad idea and Sasha is in fact capable of understanding the word shouldn't but it's very hard. 

"...Maybe we should work on algebra and that will make me want to kiss you less."

"I'm not sure that seeing you get enthusiastic about math will make me want to kiss you less, but it's worth a shot." 

He's been keeping his books in Chen and Kaleva's dorm for the last two weeks, which is good because he really doesn't want to go back to his own dorm until he absolutely has to. 

They can totally touch legs on the couch! It's plausibly deniable! Maybe Kaleva just wants to get close so Sasha can see what he's doing!