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Salmons and Carmines in Azurite
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"Yeah," he agrees.

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"What is?"

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"That he can't do it. Especially since he's a vampire, I'd sort of expect that to make it easier. Sort of."

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"Well, I'm actually surprised you can, I hadn't ever met anyone else who could label their emotions easily like I do."

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"I don't always label my emotions that easily, and sometimes not in easy words, but I know what they are."

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"I knew there was a reason I liked you."

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He raises an eyebrow.

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"Yeah, no, I don't know what I'm feeling half the time."

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He grins at Matt then raises an eyebrow at Theo. "That sounds difficult."

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"It's not too bad if I can work around it no matter what I'm feeling because it'd be stupid to let the emotions get in the way."

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"Well but emotions don't just get in the way, they're useful and informative."

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"Right, but then I don't need to work around them, and they're not getting in the way? I work around them mostly as necessary, I think. Sure, I miss whatever informational content you get from knowing precisely what they are but I don't think I can easily fix that."

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"I'd want to figure out how to fix that, in your place."

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"Perhaps I will see if being a vampire has given me an easy toggle to label all my emotions, or if I can work out what classes of emotion they approximately fit into, in that case. But I don't consider it that important, really, possibly because I haven't notice an extremely grave lack and haven't known what it's like to know."

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"If you say so. I like knowing myself and my brain."

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"Don't think I know mine all that well but emotions are pretty okay."

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"I mean, in general, I like knowing what's going on in my head. I don't always put it to words but I always can, it's comforting."

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"Would be nice," says Theo. "Don't think I can do it that often, though."

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"You confessed you haven't tried," he points out, "so I hardly think you can declare inability like that."

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Pause. "Not even prefaced by 'don't think'?"

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"Well, I guess not having ever tried is some evidence of being unable to do it..."

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He shrugs. "I can sometimes put it into words, so it's not like I've never tried it, but, like I say, not always clear what I'm thinking. So, like, I've never tried always doing or always being able to do it, but I have tried sometimes doing it?"

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"Mmm. Alright, I guess."

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