...haah...
...I'm... not quite sure how to describe it...
I never imagined my dream would come true...
...you...
You've made me so...
H a p p y .
It started to rain. Mindlessly, he moved his brush. The patter of the rain mingled with the faint scritching of paint spreading across the canvas. The sounds filled his empty head. It felt like his insides were melting, in the heat of the dark desire he had just harvested.
But before that feeling faded away entirely... he needed to get it out of his system. He needed to capture it on the canvas.
The voice is... familiar... but it takes him a moment to summon the memory of its owner from the recesses of his hungover mind.
Towa doesn't know what time it is, and the constant low volume drone of the TV couldn't be relied on anymore because it seems like the owner of the voice turned it off. He slept like the dead, after going to bed at fuck-you AM, and his perception of time is shot.
He lifts his head from the sofa where he lays face down and tries to force his eye open despite the sleep gluing it shut.
The older man peers at him, a look of faint disgruntlement on his face. "Y'know, I keep wondering. Do you even give a damn about this job?"
He peers at Taku right back, but his eye is not on Taku's face. Rather, he's inspecting the softly swaying aura surrounding Taku, looking like orange smoke and belying the other man's outward displeasure—it looks too calm for Taku's emotions to be anything but a front he's putting on.
"...yeah," he lies.
Towa's always been able to see these auras on other people, as long as he can remember. Everyone has a distinct default colour, though it can change depending on their mood, as can the way it sways. He used to think everyone could see them when he was younger, but when it turned out that he was the only one and that furthermore people found it weird, he stopped mentioning it. He doesn't think it's a superpower or anything, though; just further proof that he's not totally sane.
Not that he needs it.
He does, but he doesn't take the furrowed eyebrows seriously. "I said yes," he repeats.
Deeming that enough eye contact, he lowers his gaze to the coffee table to look for his pack of cigarettes. He pulls one out, places it between his lips, and lights it.
"...look here, buddy. You don't have time to kick back with a cigarette. Get your ass up and get dressed," he says with a sigh, reaching over to ruffle Towa's hair.
...he sighs again, then looks around the apartment, his expression shifting to mild disgust.
His apartment is a small studio with a kitchenette on the third floor of a building owned by Taku, and it is, as usual, a mess.
A good third of the room is dedicated to Towa's painting hobby. An easel, currently empty, sits in the center of that area. Buckets of oil paint are set haphazardly against a wall, accompanied by stacks of blank canvases, old paintings, and brushes. The smell of paint and paint remover is everpresent, and the floor is covered with the splatters of paint that have resisted cleaning.
If it were just that, though, Taku would probably not care so much.
There are bottles, most of them empty, littering the floor everywhere else. His clothes are strewn about, and dirty dishes from the rare occasions when he decides to eat in his room have piled up in his kitchen sink.
It would be so much worse, though, if Taku didn't periodically come to clean and do Towa's laundry. According to him, this place would turn into a pigsty otherwise, and he's not wrong.
"I'll just leave these here," he says, setting the clean laundry he'd apparently been carrying on the bed, then turns to the door. He pauses for a moment and says, "I gotta say, this room really reeks."