Tyelcormo told me that I should have told them, that I offered to pay you to heal him. I'm not sure I should have. I got him to agree not to tell Father. He hates being an instrument to other peoples' ends.
You've managed to tread just fine so far. Just - if you're going to resent the Valar for treating us like personally unimportant instruments of their pretty stories, keep in mind that everyone in the world sees him that way, and tolerates him or not basically depending on whether they think the pretty outputs are more common than the scary malfunctions, his own life obviously a rounding error in the calculations between those things. And to none of them is he a person. And that this makes perfect sense as an approach when the stakes are this high and also is horribly unpleasant to be on the receiving end of.
Most of my personal impression of him still revolves around him constructing silly Asgardian sentences.
And she goes to the guest room with the beautiful tapestry and songs her brain up up up and works.
She thinks she'll just crash here until it's time to go meet Maitimo. She will acquire songs if Macalaurë offers them under whatever licensure and attach songs to things as requested per their own appropriate agreements.
Fëanor says that retroactive perfect memory is theoretically impossible but the theory doesn't account for multiple universes existing in the first place and he could probably do it in a decade if she thinks it should be the priority.
It takes a special sort of mind to declare a thing theoretically impossible, acknowledge that it's actually even worse than that, and then estimate ten years. "That's faster than me learning to teleport even given my revised estimate with the perception speeder thing," she says, "and confers most of the benefits but at a remove - you'd still have to develop anything I told you how to make in a separate step and not currently having that sharp a memory I can't guess how long that will reasonably take but it will certainly involve things like mining for things of otherwise limited use and extremely high-precision very large facilities. I think it would be reasonable to prioritize it or not; you know more than I do about the opportunity cost."
And on the morning of the day she's supposed to meet Maitimo, she bundles up all her song pieces and she and nineteen decoy blobs of sky-blue head his way.
She lands. "Hello. That was an exciting week, but apparently Findekáno couldn't keep his brain to himself so you already know about some of it?"
"I'm pretty sure the Enemy wasn't impersonating him. I mean, there could be a reason for him to telepathically bother you but there wouldn't be a good reason for him to come up to me afterwards and say 'I did something stupid' -" She pulls the transcript of that conversation.
"The real Findekáno is fairly intelligent even by the high standards of our family and would probably notice the irony of reaching out remotely to someone who expects the Enemy can manipulate his experiences to warn that person that the Enemy is impersonating people and to be careful. Your version of my cousin isn't bad, but it does him too little credit."
"What do you want me to do, upgrade him in the next patch? Apparently he sometimes does silly things under emotional stress. I would've advised him against if he'd asked but he didn't."