I don't think that's a good idea, and Father wouldn't let me, but now I can't get it out of my head."
"I don't think he goes in for intraspecies violence," Loki says. "I am sure you could get the guards to kill you if you stepped into the enchanted forest, but it would be as a trespasser and not as a martyr. Put it out of your mind."
"It was my fault. More than anyone else's save Fëanor's himself, and I guess whoever gave the order to start killing people on the Teleri side though that might have just happened spontaneously. I don't want him thinking they're a pack of murderers, because they're not, they're a pack of people who trusted me."
"He seemed incurious about the details. I do not think it would have mattered to him why anyone might choose to commit violence within Valinor."
"I will ask about a refuge for the children. And if he asks me about the events I will relate them as I know them."
So Loki takes to the air and hunts for orc settlement sites for the rest of the day.
She memorizes landscape and when it seems likely that the Nolofinwëans will stop for the night she wends her way back to sit up for a while, spellworking, and then sleep.
"Well, there are problems if they bring them themselves, and problems if you come fetch them, and problems if I try to transport upwards of fifty horses alone through the wilderness," she says. "Orcs might avoid all of these problems."
"And most of the places the orcs might settle are south of here, so they could bring the horses on their way," Loki says. "Although I'll want to check with Melian and Elu about how inhabited the rest of the continent is before suggesting a place."
"Elwë alive and very angry with us is honestly much better than what we'd expected to find." He shrugs. "And the long Ages of the world soften hearts etcetera etcetera but I don't really expect this war to stretch for the long ages of the world. If you do run into any other locals, any chance of getting off on a better foot?"
"Well, we could offer them food, tools, animals, except guess who currently has those? Just, you know, I'm sure they're apprehensive about these numbers moving in; tell them Valinor taught us many things but most importantly that they made the right decision in not leaving for it; that we're here to fight, and will be focused rather singlemindedly on that, and will respect if they ignore us and go about their lives."
"I can convey that when I encounter further populations," Loki nods.
"I'm actually not due back at the Fëanorians until tomorrow - and since approaching Doriath gives me a headache and I couldn't stay long I might just travel with you for the day."