And I'm really not sure that if you put us and them in the same place with swords you won't just get, uh, violence."
"So," Loki says, "it might not work. I would start with a small group, easy to break up a fight if one broke out, add more over time - I'm only one person, it would make sense to have a few tiers anyway and the more advanced teaching the less."
Nod, nod. "Fëanor's people intend to hold something of a siege of Angband for the next three centuries and try to kill the Enemy in that time frame. I should have teleportation that will go between realms by then, and can probably find reinforcements or at least useful supplies that way."
"I'm not sure. They're not sure either. They hope he is dead, and I couldn't see well enough in Angband without giving myself away to think I might have learned either way."
"If I ever really need to distract Fëanor I suppose I can tell him that there are thousands of languages throughout the realms and while I can only use my translation magic to speak so that those who are near me will understand, I can write for an arbitrary audience."
Mind, they'd both have been dead if they'd both been home. But I don't think he got that. And he went from unreliable and frustrating and obsessive but about intellectual things, to dangerous, polemical, and utterly single-minded. It was - really scary. If that happens again, I don't know what we'd do."
"No, it was. That doesn't mean further details have no power to concern me."
She laughs. She sends a memory. It's of some great white space, very very dark, crowded with people holding torches. Fëanor is speaking. "Fair shall the end be,” he cries, "though long and hard shall be the road! Say farewell to bondage! But say farewell also to ease! Say farewell to the weak! Say farewell to your treasures! More still shall we make. Journey light: but bring with you your swords!"
"No, he's not. It was a beautiful speech. Very moving. If you've ever seen a hundred thousand people stirred to war in an hour, though - it's scary. And -" another flash of memory - "After Morgoth to the ends of the Earth! War shall he have and hatred undying. But when we have conquered and have regained the Silmarils, then we and we alone shall be lords of the unsullied Light, and masters of the bliss and beauty of Arda. No other race shall oust us!”
"Well, that's worrying. Other races might want to lord it over some light and master some bliss and beauty too."
I'm not saying you shouldn't teach them to fight. I'm just saying if you've seen Fëanor the way he is normally, you have not seen him when he's cornered or hurt. And when he is, what he does is -"
"Come away!" he shouts, in her memories, and people stamp their feet, and the torches bob in the air. "Let the cowards keep this city!”
She's still lost in thought. "Anyway. Sorry. You got our stuff back from them and I didn't think that was even possible. I just don't want you to start thinking you can manage him, because he usually reserves his really trying for things that don't matter and you're going to get hurt the first time you two are at odds and he starts really trying."
"I will make fewer flippant remarks about distracting him with Midgardian languages."
"Why do you and he want to punch each other in particular so badly?"
I'm not Findekáno. I knew he'd choose his father, and I knew he'd sell us out, and neither of us were ever under the illusion that there were any promises there. He's never going to apologize and even if I'm okay, being friends on terms like those, it wouldn't be fair to my family. But getting the chance to, uh, work on something together again, without it having to mean that I've forgiven him -"
He's never once admitted that I'm a better shot than him - well, not when sober - but he's also never ever said, even when I was a kid and he was teaching me, that I'm a remarkably good shot for a girl, or for a Nolofinwean, or for anything at all other than an archer.
And he left us to die and it'd be very satisfying to smack him around for it."