"Armies," she says, "are high-maintenance. I'm sure I could think of something for one to do if I had one I could not dissolve for some reason, so admittedly I exaggerated; I still don't want one."
"Would it really? I suppose I know friendships formed in roughly this way, but I've never understood the mindset."
"Well, perhaps I'll ask them, if I decide I want to purse the idea of training people in combat instead of focusing more on magic at all."
"I have the same impression, but I honestly don't know if it is or not. Anyone can learn sorcery in the usual way, but I do it - backwards. If we think of my two hundred nine symbols as an alphabet, I'm inventing languages and writing librariesful of meaning with them and ordinary sorcerers make literary allusions and compose found poetry. It may be impossible to do it the way I do without receiving the same gift from the same dangerous artifact."
"I would be interested to make the experiment, honestly, but finding it to be a dead end could take decades or centuries with nothing to show for them. Best saved for a calmer time."
"I could take a little more. Some starter seeds, maybe, they mentioned seeds."
"Seeds are most useful in significant quantities; I don't know how appreciative they'd be of two pounds of them, especially when we had relatively low yields in the first three iterations - we have greenhouses, we've been trying different growing conditions...anything else they mentioned specifically?"
"I know more seeds than that will be needed eventually, but they may make some blunder in their first attempt at irrigation or planting without divine intervention leaning over their shoulders and could benefit from an initial trial of some crop that isn't too dear. And I'm not sure how to reckon the season when the sun is a novelty; perhaps it is about to be winter, perhaps you're going to have monsoons, a sun is a rather major factor in the weather on most planets."
"Please don't. If they think we're wracked with guilt they'll ask for more, and my father will decide to set them straight by doing something to communicate exactly how little guilt he wants them to believe he feels, and then everything will be much worse. I would, if it were in my power, have every one of them healed, safe, secure and well-fed, but not if they'd know I did it, or wanted it."
"I suspected something like that. I won't mention your remark."
"I appeared quite near their host five days ago, the night before the sun appeared."
"It may have helped that I mentioned I would not be astonished to learn that I am here because my mother was trying to kill me or at least exile me under false pretenses. It is more likely something else but could be that."