Idaia and Boots in Milliways
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"And you don't regret that? Even after he messed up?"

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"I mean, even if it had been binding it was phrased to give someone an out if they couldn't condone their leaders' actions anymore. I don't know if I would have taken that. But yes, I don't regret it. I was upset with him for a long time--still am, a little, to be honest, but I can put it aside--but he's family. I can be upset and still love him and be on his side."

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He hugs her.

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She hugs back. "It was really awful, watching him get shoved into corner after corner and seeing people get mad at him when he failed to react with perfect grace. I was upset with him for burning the boats but I was also really upset with the people who'd pushed him to the point where that seemed like a good idea at the time. I'm really glad the stuff that happened to him isn't going to happen to you."

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"I'm really really really glad there are people who love him anyway."

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"Everyone deserves people they can count on unconditionally," she says, sounding like she's quoting something.

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"Have you told him you still love him because I don't think he knows."

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"...Well, I told Caranthir I loved him, but I have not specifically said it to Feanor."

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Hugs. "I bet he will be very surprised and very relieved."

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Hugs. "Does the earwire work if the person using it doesn't have osanwe or subtle arts or what-have-you but the person on the other end does, or should I get you to relay it, or get his phone number...?"

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"I think it'll work for you too as long as the party you're calling has osanwë. It shouldn't be too hard to design a version that works for voice calls, either, that's what magic mirrors in Materia do, just wasn't a meaningful design constraint when I put these together."

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He rattles off his phone number. "Yeah, the earwire works for Bella. But phones are cool -" and he launches into an explanation of how they work.

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"Phones are, in fact, cool," says Imliss, who already knows how they work, and she calls Feanor.

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"Hello?"

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"Hi, it's me. I talked to little-you and he said you'd probably be surprised and relieved that I still loved you?"

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There's a moment's silence on the line. 

"How did that come up?"

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"We were talking about Oaths and I said I was glad I don't swear bindingly even though I don't regret anything I have sworn and he asked me what I'd sworn and I told him I swore fealty to you after the Darkening and he asked me if I really didn't regret that even though you messed up and I said that I had in fact been upset but you're family and I can be upset and still love you and be on your side and he hugged me and I said watching awful things happen to you and you fail to respond to them in the best possible way and people blame you for it sucked and I was glad none of that stuff was going to happen to him and he said he was gladder that you still had people who loved you anyway and I quoted that one time you said everyone deserves people they can count on unconditionally at him and he asked if I told you I still love you because he didn't think you knew and I told him I'd told Caranthir I loved him while I was talking to him but hadn't mentioned it to you specifically and he said you'd be surprised and relieved."

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"I love you too, Imliss. I am eager to see you all."

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"I was honestly kind of surprised that you'd doubt I did 'cause the way I've been framing it--you made a mistake, and people reacted badly, and--and things escalated and a lot of people died including you and I, I already lost one family to that..."

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"I - I guess I'd forgotten that there were people who weren't like that -"

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"Like what?"

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"Inclined to react the way most people did towards your parents, and to my family..."

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"I think we had forgotten that too, before we got hit by a giant snake and met Tyelcormo." She sighs. "I love you. I miss you. I'm really glad I'm going to see you again soon."

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"If you have not been assured of this already, we did not know you were still in Araman."

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"It seemed pretty obvious. Even if I was insufficiently secure that you cared about us we would have been super useful for the war, what with the free will and the magic powers."

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