"I - I know about haut-wives - I find myself incapable of imagining how anyone could consider you a disappointment," he admits, spreading his hands.
"Well, not cosmetically, if that's what you're thinking. Temperamentally. Also I have an inexplicable minor balance disorder - that, they think is probably epigenetic, but they aren't certain; I'm slightly experimental."
"Well, you remain the only haut-lady I've ever met. Perhaps the rest of them are even more - sensible, practical, prudent, straightforward... maybe the problem is that I'm valuing the wrong things," sighs Miles.
"Probably," says Linyabel. "We are not supposed to be any of the listed things. We are supposed to be artistic and insular."
"Well. I'm glad they missed the mark with you, then. This problem needs all the practical attention it can get. —I'm sorry if that was too flippant; I know a little something about being a disappointment, you see..." He lowers his gaze self-consciously.
Is that a little bit of a smile? It might be a little bit of a smile.
"The non-self-esteem-related concerns are significant," she amends. "I do not particularly want to marry a ghem-lord."
"I—see." And how much less must she want to—he isn't even going to think about it. "Back to the business at hand... do you know, or does your Handmaiden know, which governors were docked at that station when I arrived?"
"Ilsum Kety, Slyke Giaja, and Este Rond. Sigma, Xi, and Rho Ceta respectively."
"Right... I wish I'd brought a map of the wormhole nexus," he sighs. "I guess - how soon can I see—I mean—talk to you again? I'm going to be missed at the party if I'm here much longer." Much to his deep regret. "If possible, I'd like to meet with you and the Handmaiden both. With enough time to have a real conversation about what each of us knows and what we need to do to solve this."
When he mentions a use for a map her hand goes to the long wand of a pendant at her neck, but she leaves it be when he claims the need to depart. "I'll talk to her. I could extract the com link from the ba who led you here to allow contact at our mutual convenience but I'm not sure what the Barrayaran embassy would make of such a thing."
He shakes his head. "They'd be all over it, and not helpfully."
"Then it will have to be go-betweens again, but I'll talk to Lisbet and we'll try to find another bit of leeway in your schedule, hopefully a suitably prolonged one."
"Thank you," he says.
She reaches for the control panel on the arm of her float-chair.
He flinches slightly, dreading to lose sight of her - but - he will be meeting her again; they've just arranged it.
Back to the party he goes.
"I took a long walk with a lady." Speaking of which, "Where is my cousin?"