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jing yi is deeply concerned about christianity
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Oh! There's smiling involved! Mariam didn't realize that there would be smiling involved.

Sin, Mariam had felt, was like the opposite of virtue. Virtue hurt immensely and broke you down and made you weak, but you felt the grim knowledge that you were doing what was right and pleasing God, and over time you grew in ability to ignore the pain and endure and keep moving no matter what, which was what God wanted you to be. She hadn't much experience with sin, but assumed it was the opposite: intensely pleasurable, but with a sick sense of wrongness to it. Like the way it had felt when her confessor ordered her to stab herself with an acupuncture needle-- not pain, the needle hurt less than scourging, but the sense that something was inside her and it shouldn't be there.  

But with the food and the sleep and now the fornication, it's just nice. It doesn't feel wrong at all.

She kisses his cheek and giggles. 

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She looks relaxed! She looks happy!

She should look like this all the time and never be about to faint from hunger--

Cheek squish. "Your laugh is nice."

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Cheek squishes!!! She knew they were involved in the marital act.

"Thank you!"

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"I want to make you sound like that all the time, but I think--" he starts punctuating each word with a kiss "that would count as being distracted."

Mariam should be wearing less clothes. Much less clothes. He starts gently unwrapping her. 

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This Mariam also knew was involved, given how often she was told she had to cover herself to keep men from lusting. 

She cooperates with being undressed. 

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So cooperative! So very kissable!

Less clothed, it's even more obvious how much she's been through. She's still beautiful. There's no "but" or "however," she just is. 

How does she feel about her breasts being kissed? Yay or nay?

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She makes a surprised happy noise about it and wiggles.

(Her breasts are very scarred. Looks like a knife.)

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... he should not have expected anything different. Of course the Christians are stabbing themselves.

If it makes her do happy wiggles, he will simply have to keep doing it,  and do it with more gusto.

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