Despite everything, the cramped apartment was the same as it always was. And yet, it somehow felt colder and emptier than it ever had before.
The sink faucet gurgled and hissed as Crona turned the handle, the sting of the countless cuts on his hands and arms barely noticeable as he let the cold water flow over them. He would have to be careful about that. Ragnarock had always been there to stitch him back together from the inside, had always been there to reinforce his veins and give him strength where he had none. Ragnarock had always had his back, figuratively and literally, and now that he was gone...
Crona cupped his hands and brought the water to his face, the tips of his long pink hair turning a darker red as it plastered to his face. He rubbed his hands across his face, feeling the tiny cuts and scars that crisscrossed across his face, and when he brought them away he could see droplets of blood mixing and swirling through the water. Red blood, not black. Not like before.
He wished he could say the demon sword's betrayal had been a surprise, but it hadn't. It had been a shock, of course, but he knew his friend too well. Crona had watched Ragnarock grow angrier, more arrogant, trapped within his own body. When Ragnarock had lashed out at the others, when he grew crueler and more violent, Crona thought he was simply being as he always was. Now, with the madness no longer clouding his mind, it was all to clear.
They had both shut down in their ways, and while Crona had closed off his heart, Ragnarock had closed off his mind.
Hundreds had died at his own hands, and now hundreds more had died at Ragnarock's.
All those corpses laid at his feet, all of them victim of his own choices.
And the one person he trusted to always have his back was gone.
Crona turned off the faucet and toweled off his face, tying his damp hair back with his customary hair tie, Death's skull looking cheerily on from the decorative ends. All but the largest cuts on his face and arms had stopped bleeding, but the rest began to well back up with droplets of that unfamiliar red blood. Crona didn't have any bandages, never had any use for them, but he had a needle and thread somewhere. A hidden advantage of always having to repair one's own clothes, he supposed.
Grabbing his sewing kit, he returned to the bathroom and began to tend to his wounds. The black thread stitches were clumsy, stumbling, not at all like the black blood sutures he was used to. But they would do for now, and he barely felt the pain anymore.
He felt it then. A sensation beneath the sting, like a tug coming from the core of his being. A sensation he remembered all too well, the same as the one all those years ago. Of course, now that he had gained and lost everything, had the last of his ties to this world cut, did the chance come back once more. The chance to leave this world once more.
A risk, perhaps, but what more did he have to lose?
Crona leaned his head back and breathed out, letting the pull take him.
And he was gone.