it would be better for her if she had never been born - Epilogue: Lilia, Alex
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The first name to jump to his mind is De Luna, but that's probably because he knows what conclusions the man would reach. "That seems doable. Thank you for the suggestion."

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"I also think you should press Montero on some of these things. Why she told you this, why she wants to work for you - it's not that she can't very easily lie, but conforming to any specific story is much more limiting than not needing to do that."

 

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"I will also do that. Thank you for your advice."

 


 

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Cansellarion asks Saiville for the names of some analysts who were in vigil at the time of the miracle, and pulls one for this. He briefs her on all of his interactions with Monetero, and says nothing about how he suspects Myrabelle lives.

 


 

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He sends Montero to request that she set up another meeting with him.

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But of course. She knows, consciously, that he actually in some sense means it about not being a king and doesn't consider it a summons and won't draw nearly as many inferences from how long it takes her to arrive when summoned, but those habits are hard ones to break. She sets the meeting up for the next day.

 

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"I am more convinced of my ability to verify your intentions and willingness to hire you for approximately your old job, but I realized that you haven't actually told me what your intentions are. Why do you even want to work for a bunch of paladins?"

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"Do you really find that confusing? I would like Cheliax to be a safe and prosperous and well-run place, ideally one that also keeps the world from being overrun by demons."

 

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"Is that it?"

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"I additionally find it galling when people make stupid mistakes I wouldn't have made in their place and would find it so to watch you blunder around trying to fix Cheliax. There are people who deserve to be removed from power and it'll be satisfying to prove they're still breaking the law? There are people who'd do a good job in government service trapped in the morass of some count's petty games and I'd like to have the power to pluck them out? I could keep going but I'd be scraping up extraordinarily minor contributions to my motives. I like knowing everything and this is easier when one has permission to do it. It turns out I'm not very temperamentally suited to retirement. I find politics invigorating, in general. You impressed me with the guns. …look, it sometimes feels like you'd have an easier time swallowing this if I demanded to be archduchess of the Longmarch and I considered it for that reason alone but I don't want to be archduchess of the Longmarch. I want this to go well."

 

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"Are you planning to do anything that you think I would interpret as abusing your position?"

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"No." Could her orders change, sure, but she doesn't actually expect them to. It's going to be a quiet well-behaved paladin friendly couple of decades. They'll outlive their enemies; they don't need to additionally aggravate them.

 

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"You probably would have had an easier time of this if you hadn't told me you could fool mind reading."

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"So why tell me? It doesn't, I think, help me run the country better. It doesn't help you get the position you want. You volunteered the information, which is going above and beyond any newfound commitment to honesty and - It doesn't seem to me as though you've decided on a policy of volunteering any important applicable information."

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"I haven't," she agrees, dryly. "How do you suppose it would've gone, if I'd failed to mention it, accepted my new position, run half your domestic politics, and then someone had tipped you off?"

 

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"Quite badly. But I can't imagine many people knew."

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"Your goddess picked a fight with Geb three months ago. Arazni's out and about too. It turns out it's possible to do Sendings without magic, and apparently soon Teleports too. Should I be assuming there's no such thing for truth spells? Why? I have no idea what's going to happen in the next decade and I don't think you do either. I'm not going to give our enemies a sure-fire way to throw the government into crisis at any time they choose just because I don't know any of them to know what true thing they'd have to say to you. Do you really think that would've been better?"

 

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"No. But I didn't know if you would… Would you atone to Lawful Good, for this position?"

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Her eyebrows raise slightly. "I'm not entirely sure if it'd work. I don't regret selling my soul, for instance, and understand this to be Evil."

 

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"You don't regret it because of what it enabled you to do?"

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"Yes. Obviously I would prefer it if I could have accomplished the same thing some less Evil way."

This is not really because she cares if things are Evil, but if she'd accomplished the same thing some less Evil way she'd have a soul, which is convenient for all kinds of things most notably eternal life in paradise, so it's not a hard sell.

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"With that attitude an atonement may in fact stick."

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"If you'd rather not, it's not a requirement. It would make it easier to trust you, but it's not my main plan for verifying your intent."

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