"...Anyway. That's getting into our long-term goals. We can let the long-term planning wait until we have a secure meeting with the people we can trust. We should. I don't want to make stupid plans, and the more trustworthy eyes, the less mistakes we'll have in the end. ...Right now, we're after - things that need doing before we unleash the butterflies and get caught up in absurd I know you know I know nonsense."
Surprisingly, that's a local saying too.
"...We should invite Aunt Ophelia over for tea, or something. It's not an inherently suspicious action. And I have things I want to talk to her about. Probably going to dump my notes on her, actually, she knows how to handle the nominally forbidden magics better than most and, while I don't think I'm ever going to have as much a facility with the Light as I did before this moment - having your entire foundation of the universe upturned does things to one's conviction, after all - I do still want my research to mean something. And she knows who can actually be trusted with magical secrets."
Not her, not with these. Not anymore. And she wants nothing to do with the combination of chaos with purpose, anyway. She's much more an ordered possibilities kind of gal.
"To be explicit, I mean to disinclude myself from the list of people who should be trusted to work that whole branch of combination magic. Not that I don't want to keep up with the research, but I know things will go horribly wrong if I try to cast it. I don't...
"I don't have the necessary center, anymore.
"Aunt Ophelia - if there's one thing I can say with utmost certainty, it's that she absolutely does and will. I know she works in the shadows, works with the shadows, but...
"That's a kind of misdirection in and of itself, and she has the sort of spine necessary to hold up the world should it be called for.
"If there's anyone I'd trust with this technique, to wield conviction even through utmost chaos...It's her.
"And it will be a wonderful surprise for the enemy when they try to take her out and fail even worse than they originally would have."
Her grin is sharp.
"Yes?"