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The changes felt so much quicker now, now that they were comfortable sending her gifts, comfortable acknowledging her existence and pressing for more. The magic in her blood was waiting for this, she could tell, even if it was a wild and primal thing. More and more of them came to give lessons and lectures and stinky sprays come each summer, too, so denying it felt harder still. They would leave, when pressed, though she could tell they were just humoring here. The magic thrumming beneath their skin was adult, mature and the looks upon their faces were disappointed and indulgent, not cowed.

They came as humans, too - so tall and large and talking in such a different, strange tongue. They showed her how to be like them, cajoled her to mould her throat to make their sounds. In time, the words they used filtered into her mind as sure as the river's flow. They claimed their doctrine prevented them from using their bizarre machines and strange still structured magics to simply place it there, and that it was the workings of her mind, her body, her spirit. It was enough like the workings of her dreams and form that it made sense, but the feeling of it slipping inside her from without lingered for so, so long.

 

And after the words they showed their bodies, how they coped and soothed away the aches inside and cleared the little hairballs she coughed up. The discomforts of bipedalism, hairlessness, and all of those bizarre things were all addressed, with a patient but exasperated tone. It helped, of course it helped, but the clothes they gave her never felt as right as her pelt, always tight and textured and tugging against the grain of her motion in odd little ways, and she just wanted to stay small, and her.

 

After that, they brought more teachings, and those brought new things to her world and home.

 

 

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Beyond the words and music, they brought texts, and learning. Books, videos, illusions telling her of cities and people and chemistry and science and biology and the arts through their language, the language they taught. It felt good, though, and words fixed in magic or paper were kinder, slower, easier to slip away from and into the pictures and dancing lights and diagrams, so alike and yet apart from the dreams that had been her life, before.
They taught her the old tongue as well, but few spoke it well, and fewer still of the guests her age did.

They told her why, of course, the transfers between planes and planets, the internet of so many things made up of swiftly switching signals, harnessed lightning and sunlight and intermingling metals that let them share their words, their standardized words, and their lives with each other.

It was a beautiful dream, but she always found dreams themselves more comforting.

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She hid in them, at times, sleeping long and guiding the currents of them with her ever increasing inherent magics. It always felt so right to reach out, soothe and shepherd and learning that it helped her spirit grow from the thanks and faith of the dreamers hardly made it less a joy.

 

It helped her skill at more structured things too - the magic of her race was codified well, and she learned it all voraciously. Blessings came the most naturally to her - tapping into kindness that made all of this strain worth it, made all of it shine and come together into something satisfying and bright, when it would have been so easy for the company to not prize it, to espouse and enact a different, crueler creed. But they valued kindness, and guidance, and the chance for a better world.

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