It feels like the devil standing before him is tearing his head in two.
"Father," he says, because that's what the man who's adopted him likes to be called, "I've been reviewing the files for the Doritian case, and I really think he's been wrongly accused--"
Menas Karam slaps him, hard. "You're making a fool of yourself, boy. Our job is to protect people from criminals like Doritian, and to preserve our reputations as court-assistants, not to tie ourselves into knots about the possibility of a false accusation."
He squares his shoulders and takes a deep breath. "My father taught me--"
"Your father was naive at best. If he had his way, people like the man who killed him would go free."
But he went free anyways, he doesn't say, even though it's true no matter what you think happened.
"I'm not saying you're wrong, Caracies," says a guardsman, "it's just that -- well, there are some irregularities, you know, with the witnesses--"
He frowns. "I'll speak to the witnesses, then. This really ought to be a clear-cut case."
"...Understood."
Milites sits in his office. It's well past the time he was planning to be home, but at this point the time he was planning to be home is little more than a polite fiction.
He could turn himself in, for -- what? For having nightmares? He'd be laughed out of court.
They're probably just nightmares.
They're probably just nightmares.
They're probably just nightmares.
He digs his nails into the palm of his hand, hard. He needs to stay focused on his work.
"And it is your recommendation that we should not use a Zone of Truth on this one?"
Milites looks the judge in the eye. "Correct. The evidence is conclusive on its own."
"There must be some mistake," says the accused. "I didn't do it, I swear to Desna--"
"Your protestations are irrelevant," says Milites. "Not when your clothing was found at the scene of the murder."
"That's impossible," says the witness. "I was never even there--"
"It's your decision," says Milites, raising his voice to be heard over the witness's complaints.
"Very well," says the judge. "I find Vors of Oppara guilty of murder and sentence him to execution, to be carried out at the earliest opportunity."
"I heard in Osirion they're sending some of their criminals to monasteries," says another court-assistant conversationally. "Give them the chance to make Axis rather than being stuck in the Abyss. --Course, I heard that from my cousin, and he likes to tell tales, but -- it's interesting, don't you think?"
"That's ridiculous," says Milites. "Why would they want to keep murderers out of the Abyss?"