"Atoms are real?", she says with a breathless curiosity and surprisingly evident lack of guile. "That's - I want to know all about it. I know there were some theories, the Forge-Bound talked about it a lot, how you needed traces of certain essential things to make the best iron and you could get them from different sources but they'd still be the same thing - oh how I want to tell them everything, they'd be ecstatic to know so much more..."
...and then, suddenly, her eyes are watering with tears and she's tightly gripping anywhere that might be remotely convenient for a hand to clench, because she won't see them for years she thinks, not if she has to research teleportation all on her own and she will, there's so few people she can trust, and who knows how many of the people she cares about (Verse Barik Lantry Welby Calio Tunon Sirin Sniggler Dagos General Ashe Marshal Erenyos the Forge-Bound the people of Lethian's and Plainsgate -) will end up dead by hands that care not what they hurt so long as they obey - or by Kyros' dreadful orders -
"...There is a whole world that will only ever exist in my head, I think, and I find I cannot help but miss it."