God Himself was once a very intense and slightly concerning teenager
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Ugggh she's supposed to say fifty Hail Marys still. She supposes she can do that. She's not really approaching this with the right attitude at all, because she's pretty sure that being quietly extremely annoyed with the priest for being annoyed with her even though she was TRYING to do the right thing is not at all the right attitude, and anyway it's not as if she didn't also have other things to confess.

She chills out a little bit around the twentieth whispered Hail Mary. At least it gives her something to focus on besides how nervous she is that she's going to do something stupid and embarrassing around all of these people she doesn't really know.

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Then they'll go to Mass! Iomedae loves Mass! She always sits in the very front and spends the whole time raptly attentive. She doesn't really understand any of the words (she can generally follow an English speaker speaking slowly and clearly to her face about familiar topics; Mass is none) but God is good everywhere, except it's increasingly suspicious how His priests here don't have healing and lots of people don't....believe in...vampires.

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(Most of the migrant workers stay near the back so it's easier to leave if there's a problem. They support Iomedae in her holy warrioring, especially now that it's visibly miraculous, but they aren't her.)

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Karen will sit with Iomedae and try to be only invisibly grumpy about everything. At some points in the service she will even try actually not being grumpy about everything, but that's harder. She will avoid making eye contact with the priest at all costs.

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Iomedae looks at the priest, when her head isn't bowed in prayer! She also to her own slight surprise has the desire to pull out all the hundreds of her dollars and put them directly in the collections plate while looking right at the priest. It is an unvirtuous impulse. She is not sure she'd fall for it, since technically it's totally doing Good, but she's sure it's not about doing God's will in the world and saving everybody everywhere. 

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Karen will suffer and sing and deliberately go up for communion in one of the lines that ends with a eucharistic minister instead of with the priest, and soon after that Mass will be OVER and she will be FREE.

She thinks her body has temporarily given up on being super tired for long enough that she should be able to make it home by herself. She will... see Iomedae tonight? Probably? Is that cool?

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"Yes! God go with you and the good people raised you strong and the people alive because you and all in Heaven who love them sing you praises!"

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Wow she feels very weird about that. Maybe when she's slept she will have recovered enough patience and humility and maturity and stuff to accept comments like that gracefully, but right now she just feels very weird about it. She supposes she did save some lives and that was cool of her or something.

"I think the praises should probably mostly go to God," she says, although she feels about 90% less sincere than Iomedae sounds despite genuinely feeling really weird about this level of enthusiasm for anything she's ever done. "God go with you, too."

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God does do that!

 


She will go home and sleep all day.

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Karen will trudge home and stumble up the stairs to her room.

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" - Karen! How'd it go?"

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Karen will make a sound like a particularly discontented zombie. 

"I don't wanna be a superhero."

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"Have you considered... not?"

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Discontented zombie noise.

She goes upstairs and curls up and sleeps until mid afternoon, at which point she will wake up, eat something, remember that she was supposed to go to the library, discover after another significant walk that the library is, in fact, closed on Sundays, and then eventually make her way back to Iomedae's camp.

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Making wooden stakes with a few of the other women. Still nursing a leg injury. "Karen!"

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"Hey! I tried the library but they were closed. I can try again after school tomorrow, probably."

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"I not know 'school', or 'tomorrow'. I probably know probably - I get it right??"

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"Yeah! Yes, that's right. Uh, tomorrow is the day after today, and school is - uh, the place where you go to learn stuff. Math and English and science and so on."

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"Benito should go to that, he smart." She discusses this with Benito's mother, apparently, then sighs. "We travel too much and she say sending him might draw la migra and I not sure I can fight more things."

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"'La migra'?"

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She shrugs. "Very bad. I not know much. At home no one fear them, maybe at home we not have them. But we came to Sunnydale because hearing other place had la migra, so you know how bad."

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"Wow. I guess they do have way more deaths than a normal school. It would probably also be awkward in terms of, like, paperwork, and it being the middle of the school year, and... I don't actually know whether it's allowed." She actually has no idea whether it's more legal for illegal immigrants to keep their kids in or out of school.

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"School only for children have papers?" She seems to think that's perfectly reasonable. "In Heaven even the poorest worker learn ten ten ten dozens things, because have forever. Is okay if not learn all the things right now." Stake-sharpening.

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"...yeah, school might be only for children with papers." This is at least a marginally less awkward way of putting it than whatever Karen was going to come up with. "Kids who do have papers have to go, though, so I'll be there in the morning."

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" - you a warrior."

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