“Oh,” she says, in a small voice.
She hadn’t thought it’d been that long. It took her over a thousand years to figure out how to reliably stay awake? That’s such an impossibly large number, and it feels so incredibly unfair. Why couldn’t she manage it sooner, why couldn’t the idiots that passed her around like a cheap whore (okay, admittedly an expensive whore) have realized the obvious thing to do with an amulet that eats magic? Why was she so starved, for so long, that her consciousness only awakened for brief glimpses of time, before she ran out of mana and inevitably fell back to nothingness again? Why did no one that realized she was a person care enough to fight for her to stay conscious? Why did she have to do all of the fighting, all on her own, all this impossibly long time?
One of the benefits of being an amulet without a body currently conjured is that if she wants to cry, no one has to know.
"That... sounds like long enough that I'm going to need to break it up into chunks and work through it another day, really. Thank you so much for your help, you've been wonderful."