“There must have been a moment, at the beginning, where we could have said -- no. But somehow we missed it.”
- Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead
"Yeah, I mostly don't believe you, kid. You dress like that, which is, no doubt, way more conspicuous than you just looking the way you usually look, whatever that is. So you're also the sort of person who'd try to play along with me and pretend to have been sent to recruit me."
"But suppose I believe you. This cleric - not a cleric of Asmodeus, I presume?"
"The part where you're not just telling me to work for you."
It's something Mora has always felt some residual anxiety about, and she's always told herself that the Crown and Church and nobles don't work that way, they don't see a mere assistant and decide that she's the real talent and seize her to run a major project. It's just not how Those People see the world.
"There might be some Asmodeans on the surface of Golarion who'd understand that there are some people where you can't get their best work from them that way. It's an awful, awful fact but a true one. I knew somebody like that too."
"It looks like suicide, at this point. The person responsible for that is no longer with us."
"Actually, that was the project manager... sort of, arguably some of the fault lay with his manager, for not giving him different orders, and her manager, who thought it was a good idea to... go back to a more traditional Asmodeanism on the project... and now all three of them are gone."
"And it was also my fault, because I could have said something, or done something, and I did not. I guess, in a way, I'm the last one left."
"See, that is a management casualty rate that makes somebody not want to manage any project. Let alone that one."
"Is the only reason you're still in Cheliax, and not being a full project manager in Absalom or Andoran, that you don't have an exit permit?"
"Naive question. I wouldn't have any reputation there, with project managers in Absalom. Who's going to hire an ex-Chelish assistant to be the shadow manager on their project? Or make her a manager when they don't know her? I wouldn't know their system. I'd have to start all over."
"And if the Church asks, I like the part here where everybody shuts up and obeys orders once they're given. That's even true."
"Suppose hypothetically that I was on a very important Crown project... well, technically a Church project, but really more of a... let's just say both Church and Crown."
"After bad things happened to, if I was tracking that correctly, the last three people in the chain of command?"
"Why isn't this hypothetical project drawing from one of the many proven, experienced managers already known to Crown and Church?"
"Because there's stunningly few people who could even try their hand at a Project like ours, when a fifth-circle cleric of Asmodeus with twenty years managing a Worldwound installation was not enough. Because all of those people are busy and pulling them out from their current jobs would be injurious to the state of Cheliax."
"And because you'd be better at it than them."
"Maybe you'd actually use the correct amount of torture or... no. That's probably not it."
"You're probably somebody who can see what's real, and say what's true, and get along with others doing the same, in a way that would've been more difficult for somebody making their way up the traditional Asmodean system from inside of it."
"Uh huh. Well, for a wizard apprentice bluffing her way through all this, you sure know how to deliver the flattery."