"It's not your fault, you saved us from it. You have nothing to apologize for."
"It'll drive you mad thinking what ifs in hindsight with information you have but didn't at the time. As my sister puts it... Stop it," he says gently. "Milady."
"I will be quite sure to avoid driving myself mad. But I'm still sorry."
Adarin pillows his head on Shara's shoulder for a few seconds - that's all he allows himself, then he straightens back up and says, "Are there any other ravelers that - do what Chelasi did?"
"I'd be surprised if no one else got it as an option; I've never heard of another kind of genuinely unique raveler. Maybe most of them don't pick it, though. I've never heard of or seen signs of one of her kind before."
"Good. I would feel the need to go on an adventure to make the person stop it."
"If I knew of another one I would be way ahead of you. If you hear about such a thing let me know, I'm not sure if I'd bet on your shields against - that."
"Probably not, no," winces Adarin. "Damn. Well. I suppose I could go with people that are more offensively based than I am."
"Me and Kayam were a good match for her. Well, the flashball helped."
"Then, do you mind if I travel with you if you go - evil Chelasi-raveler hunting?"
After a brief silence: "So what were your options when you got them? I could have had your specialty, as it happens. That or healing - the acute kind."
"I had weather, animal communication, and - yeah, the acute healing. I almost went with weather, but then I spent too much time weighing the pros and cons of it versus shields and I lost it as an option entirely. So I went with shields."
"Oof. I had a list of every kind I'd ever heard of, in order, by the time I was twelve, just in case, so I picked in about thirty seconds once I had the chance to check them out more closely. I would've taken artificing if I'd got it, but no such luck."
"Me too, I would have flung myself at artificing in ten seconds flat," snorts Adarin. "But I'd never heard of weather before so I was trying to figure out if it was large scale and if I could do stuff like - water crops or stop floods or such."
"Floods, once they're floods, seem a bit beyond weather magic, although I guess you could stop them from getting worse."
"I meant prevent them from happening entirely. Tell the rain to stop what it's doing when it's nearing dangerous levels, and go shoo over somewhere else where it's more wanted. But - nope, lost weather. Had to be the one I was leaning towards, too, it couldn't have been the animal talking one."
"Well, the shields seem to suit you, anyway. And I hear weather magic is exhausting."
Adarin laughs. "I'm not complaining about the shields, I like them, they're neat and tidy and helpful. I just sometimes want to help people large-scale, rather than keeping certain people safe."
"Yeah. I didn't get anything that scaled well, so I went with generic-and-informative."
"I am not complaining about your choice of specialty, believe me."