Oh. Yes. That does make sense.
"It really is, and - that's why it might help with this. There's seven colors in the Emotional Spectrum, is the thing, and as it is, I can only reliably-enough find my way to six of them, without - external conditions cooperating."
Oh, for goodness sake, [REDACTED] and/or whatever semiautonomous process is responsible for the music in her head, Queen is good, but while this is love they're looking for, it's hardly romance that they expect to find in it.
"And, to be honest, I have approximately zero interest in opening myself up to the sort of yandere nonsense you get out of sufficiently poorly aligned Star Sapphires, even though I like to believe I'm probably a better person than that. So I'm. Mm. Trying to think about love. What it is, what it means, what it could be. Whether admiration of the world's beauty is as much a metaphysically valid sort of love as love for a person.
"I know someone who would make a much better Violet Lantern than I could ever hope to be, if I'm honest." She blinks back inexplicable - or perhaps merely unexplained - tears. "I wish I could give her this, with all my heart. But - she is not here, not possessed of this power as she should be," (- the world is wrong -), "and I am. So I must do what small part I can, to - do as she would do, care as she would care, help as she would help - as she has helped me, and many other souls besides."
...She needs to sit down. Oh. Thank you, stairs. That was very helpful of you, to be there when she needed something to sit down on.
(The second part to that little - aphorism, perhaps - though, the one it's hard to remember sometimes, is that the world is (still) beautiful. That in this world, that in the world they are from, there are still people who both can and will Love, firmly, unconditionally, in a way that makes things better. That even in a(n alternate) world apparently made from Anti-Life Equation (one she's only heard about peripherally), All Things Strive.)
"...Hah. I will not go to space today. ...That was not a statement of having intended to try, to be clear. I don't even have appropriate PPE. It was just... The thing that fell out of my brain when I looked for something to say about the hidden immensity of the task I've set myself."
"Still, I... Think I have somewhere to start."