Well. She's not dead YET.
It's....Sunday? Probably? (Marian's internal clock is incredibly confused.)
She's still alive. She has an entire apprentice, even! They've covered a solid chunk of material! She's obtained useful drugs for multiple people and probably not killed anyone in expectation and that's...something? That's not nothing?
It's Sunday, at some time of day who knows when, and Marian is sitting with her back half sunk into the void wall in the infirmary, sorting through supplies she traded for at breakfast and definitely not crying no ma'am not even a little bit.