She's going to die.
She's going to die she tried everything she could think of but she's still here, and Jude Perry holds her head firmly still so Kareen can't escape and she'sgoingtodie and her brain is going in so many directions at once that there is a small fleeting part of her that hopes that all of Kareen's terror is pointed at the End and not the Desolation, it hurts already where Jude's hands are on her but her thumbs are descending and she's going to lose her eyes before her life and--