time-travelling xichen is king of the babies
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A more pronounced smile. "That does not surprise me. A-Yao is very bright; already he has begun learning how to read."

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"I am not surprised." 

He pauses, and looks down at his feet. 

"...I'm sorry. Jin Guangshan was not the man he made himself out to be to you. He was never going to come for either of you."

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She blinks, hard. "He is an important figure in the cultivation world. I am sure that many things could have kept him too busy..."

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"In the cultivation world, it is known that the only force that motivates Jin Guangshan more than his fear of his wife is his lechery," he says flatly. "He was never going to risk her ire by bringing you in as a concubine. The man sired who knows how many bastards, and he only ever gave his name to one." He looks at A-Yao again. "That one was A-Yao, but it wasn't because he came for him. After you died, he set out for Koi Tower on foot, to ask his father to take him in. His father kicked him down the stairs at the front of the tower. From that point on, he schemed and plotted and planned and fought, and finally won so much acclaim from the other sects that Jin Guangshan had to take him in, if he didn't want to lose face from the other sects." 

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"The pearl he gave you isn't worth anything. It's a trinket he has dozens of; he hands them out like candy to any girl who he decides to persuade to go to bed with him. Rather than using force. A-Yao didn't find out that the mother of the woman he married had been violated by Jin Guangshan until it was too late." 

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"I --

 

 

I." She's shaking. Meng Shi has a lot of practice at not letting herself throw up, but she feels sick and it hurts and she's shaking and it hurts.

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"Nobody knew how awful he was for a long time. It's not your fault you didn't know what was common knowledge in the cultivation world."

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Most of the cultivation world hadn't spent a night in bed whispering with the man. She had had the opportunity to know him, and she thought she had known him, and. The guilt's nearly enough to suffocate her. (Guilt and disbelief, and pain, why does it hurt so much why does her stomach hurt this much why does her skin feel so cold, she would like for it to stop) --

It feels like she did something very wrong. Like if she hadn't fallen for him he wouldn't have gone on to violate that other poor girl, even though that wouldn't -- that wouldn't have. Done anything. It still feels wrong.

(And the part about A-Yao and his marriage she is just -- blocking out, right now, because it isn't real at all and it's never going to happen and she's never going to let him go near Jin Guangshan ever at all, actually, and -- she can shove this knowledge away and never have it matter again because it doesn't matter it's going to be fine.)

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After she's had a little while to process that, he adds, "He built a temple for you." 

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"What?"

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"Sometime after he became Jin Guangyao, the brothel you worked at closed. He bought the land and tore down the building and had a temple to Guanyin built there. And he modeled the Guanyin statue after you." 

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This is really a lot to process all in one night. She starts crying.

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Yeah that's pretty reasonable. He leaves her alone to deal with her feelings, bidding her goodnight and snuggling up with his mom and baby brother. 

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Sleepsnuggles.

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When he wakes up he contemplates the possibility of shoving the wardrobe away from the door for going-downstairs-and-listening-for-rumors purposes, but decides that it would be rude to wake Meng Shi with furniture scraping around, and also probably it wouldn't help his mom's nerves to wake up with it gone. Instead, Snuggles. 

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A-Zhan stirs and makes a sleepy waking noise beside him. Waking up to snuggles is maybe the best thing in the world, he thinks, but it makes getting up sound a lot less fun. He's so cozy.

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Cozy cozy snuggles. He has no idea if Mommy sleeps on Cloud Recesses time but they definitely don't have to get up before she does.

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A-Zhan yawns. He streeeetches and rolls over, promptly scrunching back up small and latching onto Brother instead of Mommy. 

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"Good morning, A-Zhan." 

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"Gege," he mumbles into Brother's shirt, meaning 'thank you, good morning.'

"Breakfast time?"

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"I bet we can find something breakfast-suitable in the supplies." 

Rummage rummage. 

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A-Zhan blinks around at the very unfamiliar room. This isn't his bedroom OR a strange field, which is confusing. It seems like a pretty normal room, with a bed and a floor and a Brother and a Mommy, except that it doesn't seem to have a door.

"....door?" Maybe all the doors are back in Cloud Recesses with their tables and spoons.

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"The door is behind the wardrobe right now." 

This room doesn't have spoons in it but there is a table. 

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