Aaaaaah this is the first question he doesn't want to answer - not because he doesn't want Vanyel to know ever, but because it's too soon, he doesn't think he's explained enough of the prerequisite concepts for it to make sense to Vanyel why he thinks this is necessary - he's not sure they'll even be able to talk about it afterward - and he doesn't have a lot of time to consider his answer, there are mental moves he can make to route around giving a full and complete answer, but the Truth Spell is already tugging him, and he thinks Vanyel will just keep pressing anyway–
–and right now Vanyel has nearly absolute power over him–
"I wish to create a new god," he says. "With values that more accord with mine - with ours, I am fairly sure. A god who prioritizes the flourishing of all sentient beings, and does not step on all attempts to advance civilization. This is a risky and costly plan, I am aware of that, but - I have tried all of the safer and more normal routes, and I am blocked at every turn."
He can't tell what Vanyel is thinking, of course, but he's curious what the stranger is.