Sadde knocks on Isabella's door at 7PM sharp.
Sadde and Isabella in Eclipse
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"What exactly will the effect be, then? Will I just—stop having nightmares? These nightmares? Any dreams at all?"
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"Blocking versus removing them entirely? I mean, I haven't the faintest clue what you're doing but why wouldn't removing the blockage later just make everything resume as normal? ...sorry if I'm being rude, I'm a bit nervous." Nervous is safe, right?
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"I see." She's come this far, no reason to have cold feet, right?
...right?
"Okay. Can you, um, give me a minute?"
...right?
"Okay. Can you, um, give me a minute?"
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So she takes a minute.
What's the worst that could happen? ...dying, in a way. Becoming someone else completely different. But that's unlikely to happen. People do this all the time. Would Isabella notice if she changed a little? Just enough that she herself might not notice? If she doesn't notice, does it count? It's not like she has a whole lot of agency in how she changes, anyway, it's all response to external stimuli in a nondirected way. Is this any different? Well, yeah, it is. But other people do this all the time, she's already thought this.
...and the alternative is never having the option to sleep with Isabella.
She sighs. "Okay, I'm ready."
What's the worst that could happen? ...dying, in a way. Becoming someone else completely different. But that's unlikely to happen. People do this all the time. Would Isabella notice if she changed a little? Just enough that she herself might not notice? If she doesn't notice, does it count? It's not like she has a whole lot of agency in how she changes, anyway, it's all response to external stimuli in a nondirected way. Is this any different? Well, yeah, it is. But other people do this all the time, she's already thought this.
...and the alternative is never having the option to sleep with Isabella.
She sighs. "Okay, I'm ready."