I guess not.

I just - we brought them here and we tried to help them and instead we kind of completely ruined their lives. And maybe they'll recover but maybe they won't.

Yeah. It was really bad. I - think it makes sense to feel scared. Just - I'll be mad at him if you feel scared of me leaving because he left. Because I wouldn't.

Well, don't be mad at him, he's just - he's doing his best. 

Anyway. I trust you. I dunno if I trust me. 

I trust you.

Okay. That's something, I guess.

I guess I should probably talk to Matt about how long to leave him alone for. How long do you think it takes for that much misfortune to wear off?

I don't really know that much about it. Might be slow weeks. Maybe even months.

Gosh.

Well. I guess we have time.

Yeah.

Sigh.

I don't even know what to work on besides blasting stuff. I guess I should probably just keep blasting stuff.

Probably. Gotta give you a spell eventually.

I guess so.

I should probably talk to the Quendi about what they want at some point but I'm sorta worried they'll all think I'm an idiot.

Well if they do then they suck.

I dunno, I'm kind of an idiot compared to whatever sort of person probably ought to be running whatever this is.

Are not. 

Am so. Or at least way younger and less experienced and emotionally immature than the ideal candidate, probably.

I guess they probably think the ideal candidate is four thousand years old. Since they're Elves. But they won't think you should've waited, if they're not dumbasses.

I guess not.

And you helped a lot of people by doing stuff now. Even if it was bad for Rana and Cecelia.

Have I? I think I'm still mostly making plans. That's part of what bugs me, right, like - I hurt Rana and Cecelia and who have I actually helped, so far, besides the me who was in hell?

The slaves that got moved out of being slaves. The you with mindcontrol powers. Everyone in the pathfinder Hell that's paused now.

I guess I did pause hell. I kinda get the impression the slaves had already been kidnapped away from slavery before we got to them.

These ones, but I think the other group of them was still slaves.

Oh right. I guess I did help the other people.

You did. If it'd be good for your mood we could go back to our world and swing 'round a bunch of hospitals, though.

...maybe at some point. I should probably blast some more zombies right now. But yeah, that might be good.