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I predict this will be a self-indulgent shippy meditation on power and responsibility but it's honestly hard to predict these threads
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"I also don't know that you sinned against your children. Did you try to teach them your beliefs?"

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"I think so. I told them stories every night. Not all true stories, but I tried to tell them which ones were true and which ones weren't."

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"Is there anything you hope to do differently with your younger children?"

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"Keep them away from the Emperor. And from the rest of Scandinavia."

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"Are you going to be able to do that?"

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"With the youngest two. Unless Elizabeth sends me back, I suppose. I wanted her to bring the older ones, too, but - Hagan and his friends thought it would be better if they could get the Emperor to agree to it."

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"Do you think that's true?"

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"I don't know. If they could manage it, probably.

"I'm sure people here are trying very hard to help, but - I wish we'd never come here, sometimes. I know if someone can stop the Emperor that'll be better, so maybe it's a horrible wish, but - Rana would be with me, wouldn't have been hurt by any of this, or by my selfishness in wanting to stay, and eventually I'd have the children back, and - "

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"You worked very hard to solve your problems yourself, and when you came here it sounds like you lost a lot of what you'd worked for."

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"I didn't do very much work, besides pay the fairies for some of what our food was worth. I asked Rana to fix things, and he was going to. And then people here hurt him and brought so much misfortune down on him that - eventually he left."

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"I'll just - probably get someone else to get the children back and then do my best to raise them alone. I guess."

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"That is very sensible. 

It is not what I would do. I don't - know if it's what you should do. I might - recommend praying for guidance, on that one."

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Nodnod.

"Can't very well leave them where they are. I suppose it might be better to marry someone else, but... I don't want to."

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"That makes sense. You aren't obliged to."

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Nodnod.

She snuggles her baby.

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"Can you read?"

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"In Norwegian. And Latin, poorly. And pretty well in Fairy."

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"Okay. For your penance, I would like you to ask Elizabeth for a Bible, and read to your children from it."

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- nod.

"Thank you."

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"Say your act of contrition -"

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"I am sorry for my sins, and repent of them, and I ask to be made worthy of approaching the Lord's table."

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“God, the Father of mercies, through the death and resurrection of his Son has reconciled the world to himself and sent the Holy Spirit among us for the forgiveness of sins; through the ministry of the Church may God give you pardon and peace, and I absolve you from your sins in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.”
 

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She hugs her baby and cries a little.

"Thank you."

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