"Did you have things you would have considered when you thought about it that you can remember?"

"When I thought about sex with you in particular?"

"Um. I guess?"

"I thought you were cute and you reminded me of the other Lucien who I also thought was cute but you didn't seem that interested and I wanted to have a whole romance which in my imagination was supposed to feature the boy being interested and then us falling in love or at least being obviously about to before any sex happened."

"Well, I am interested but under the circumstances we don't really have time for a whole romance."

"Well that's okay, I'm fine with it."

"Do you think you would have been fine with it before? Or uh, more fine with it than the other options I mentioned "

"I don't know, I didn't think about it then and can't now."

Great. 

"Do you have preferences between it and the other options now?"

"...well, you said you were interested and from context I think you probably meant the sex thing and not the pee thing."

"I was interested in sex with you previously but if you think both options are equally okay by you I might actually be leaning towards the pee one. Or mouth spitting, that would be almost as effective I think."

"Oh, well, I guess if you're not interested any more but it's important to you that one of the things happen."

Sigh.

"Yeah, it's important that one of those happen. I know it's hard but do you have a preference for which should happen, assuming I am okay with all of them. Or a guess as to your past selfs preference."

Sigh. He'd ask the doctors to help but he's really skeptical that a medical setting is a good one for Lorica to be in given her state - it seems possible she'd decide to leave just to avoid being a burden.

Eventually, Lucien returns home with her where he concludes that spitting in her mouth is probably the option that best maximizes guiding without being rapey.

If that is what he wants to do she will cooperatively open her mouth and not make any facial expressions.

Well he hates this option as well but he's trying to minimize time between the fluid being in him and it being in Lorica and this seems like the least rapey way to do that and this whole experience sucks but he's not the one awakening.

Lia walks in on them doing this.

"Oh for the love of god Lucien."

"She didn't have a preference and I'm not just going to kiss her when there are other options!"

"And you're going with this even after she responds to it by looking like she's playing high stakes poker?"

"It's not really my business what facial expression she-"

"It's your business! She's clearly still capable of actually having a good or bad time and you should be checking on this regardless of whether you're fucking."

"... Lorica have you been having a good time with me spitting into your mouth."

"...am I supposed to?"