"They're really cute," Asher says to Raine.

"I think. Uh. I think I'm ready if you want to."

"They really are," she agrees into Asher's neck. 

It takes some maneuvering to get the rest of his clothes off without having to let go of Lev, but he manages. Puts the condom on, a little clumsily, slicks himself up. Kisses Lev again, lines himself up. 

"Marlo-- Marlo please, I want to feel you, I want you inside me--"

"Yes — oh God, Lev —" 

"I love you, I love you--"

He feels so full, he's getting hard again even though he just came, it's just so much better knowing that it's Marlo and Lev loves him and is loved--

"I love you," more than a little awestruck, "I love you —" 

Asher contemplates the live porn and starts lazily jerking himself off.

Lev presses himself up into Marlo like if he tries hard enough they can become a single person.

She feels like she's floating, still — she puts her head on Asher's shoulder and plays with his hair and — helps. 

Marlo lets his hands wander over Lev's chest and sides and hips, lets himself press up into him. 

"You're so — oh — good —" 

For once in his life he doesn't feel broken. With Marlo touching him and holding him and inside him he feels... whole. Complete.

Asher kisses Raine, touches her back, makes little noises into her mouth. 

He keeps kissing Lev — his collarbone, his sternum, his throat — rocks into him harder, faster — it's so good, it's so —

"Tell me," Lev says, "tell me I'm pretty, tell me you love me--"

"You're beautiful — you're so important, I love you, more than light — you're so smart, you're so passionate, you care so much, I love you —" 

And he finishes untouched all over his stomach.

He makes a broken high-pitched sound in the back of his throat at the pressure and kisses him, desperate, as he comes. 

Lev kisses him.

"It's not sick."

He melts into the kiss, into Lev.

"If there's anything good in me it's you." 

"I think you were in me, actually."

He laughs and holds Lev closer. 

Asher finishes not long after. 

"I'm still straight," he murmurs into Raine's shoulder.

"...love," and she starts laughing. She couldn't not, even if she tried.