She can do this.
She has to do this.
She steps over the bodies and clutches her sword with both hands, looking for something to kill. There's gotta be a demon somewhere, right, all she has to do is find it and kill it and - maybe once she has the Silmaril she can use it to go home, that's probably an OK use of a Silmaril, right?
There's a snake in front of her. It's awful and black and coiled up and probably a thousand miles long. It's squirming around a brilliant gem, too far away for her to reach, but maybe if she swings her sword right she can cut through the awful knotted coils and just put her hand around it -
Hello, Karen.
She's swinging her sword.
You are older than the humans I like to eat, but I won't say no to a free meal. Your friends wanted me to pay for theirs.
She can hear them, over the howling. She'd been practically sure it would be a fakeout, they wouldn't really do it, they just had to make it look convincing and maybe they couldn't tell her because maybe the demon has mindreading too, but now she can hear them saying that he can have the first two babies before he hands it over -
Are they your friends? asks the awful writhing mass, though she can't see a mouth anywhere on it. Leaving you to fight this battle alone? Dropping everything for their precious Silmaril. Doesn't matter how many people die for it. Doesn't matter at all if you do.
She's charging for it. Her sword strikes bone and shatters like glass.
Did they ever care about you, Karen Teller? Do you think they care whether your world is destroyed? Did you think that they weren't demons, like the rest of us, that you wouldn't in the end be a pawn, discarded the moment you were no longer needed for their true aims?
The coils rush up around her and immobilize her. Her arms, her legs, her neck - she can't breathe - the stench is so bad that she's not sure she could even if there weren't a snake squeezing the life out of her -
She's not strong enough -
No, Karen. They won't care when you die here.
She can't breathe - her neck is collapsing -
Do you think they hesitated? Do you think that any part of it wasn't an act? Do you think either of them cared about you for one single second? Do you think your sins could be wiped clean by a being like that? Do you think that anything good or holy would allow something like them to serve it? Would so much as tolerate you once your own hands were stained with the blood of those they've killed?
She can't move -
Do you think you'll like living here in hell, Karen Teller? We get excellent reception here. I could probably show you as they destroy your world, would that be interesting? Since you were such an important part of its demise -
She can't -
Please. Please God. Please, I can't do this, please -
Do you think your God can hear you here?
Please just - please - carry me - please I can't do it alone - I'll die if you want me to, I don't mind, it's OK - please, I don't even need to go home, I'll stay here forever even, just please let me stop it -
It's not your fault. Well, it's your fault for overestimating yourself, and your fault for trusting demons, and your fault for not killing them the moment they showed up on your doorstep, but this? No one could blame you for losing. You're so useless. Pathetic, really. No one blames an infant for its useless parasitism.
Please -
Her hand closes around something. A hilt. She swings blindly, cutting through flesh like a hot knife through butter. The coils fall off of her. She charges -
You'll never stop them, little girl. You'll never end it. No one will. It is inevitable.
She sees the head. She jumps. She swings -
What -
The head falls. She falls with it. She hears Lurconis, in the other world, cut off mid-sentence. She falls against the coils and gets the wind knocked out of her again, then gets crushed by more falling pieces. She still has her other sword, the new sword, the nightmare sword, so she manages to squirm through the pieces of rotting meat and black blood, and they're getting in her mouth and her eyes and her lungs and her soul, she thinks, but she's moving towards the gem. There are other creatures reaching for it, now that Lurconis is dead, but she's the closest, she'll make it first.
Her hand closes around the stupid shiny rock, beautiful even here, mocking her with its stupid shiny rockitude.
"Please," she whimpers, and -