Zaida is a very bad girl, but she's OK with this. Being good is very hard, and it hurts, and she never gets to do anything interesting when she is. Also the people she's living with told her that her mommy is bad, and her mommy is Zaida's most favorite person in the whole entire world. If she has to be bad to be like her mommy then she guesses that she'll just have to be bad.
She has momentarily escaped from her captors. They will no doubt beat her for her transgressions, but right now she's drawing stars on her bruised arms in the church coat closet with a purple marker she stole.