"Right. Okay.
Yesterday — or at least, I think it was yesterday — the Watch arrested me for helping Valia with her speech. And — I thought I was going to die. Not because the speech was illegal, it wasn't, but because — I'd upset the Queen, and that's what queens do when you inconvenience them. I thought Valia might've been okay, because she's a priestess of Iomedae, but I'm not, if she'd had me executed no one would've blamed her, they'd've assumed I'd done something to deserve it. Or even if they thought I was completely innocent, most people don't care what happens to random Chaotic Calistrians."
Also there was the arson, but she thought she was going to die even before they found out about the arson, the arson just made it certain. In any case, she is definitely not telling Lluïsa about the arson.
"And I also thought they were going to torture me, and that the guards would try to take advantage of me — the woman who asked me questions told me it was important to the Queen that no one just go and hurt the prisoners and I thought she was being very stupid. But they didn't hurt me at all, and they let me talk to Valia and write letters, and eventually they let me go afterwards, and — that would've been beyond my wildest dreams for what could possibly happen, if you'd told me they were going to arrest me for helping Valia.
And they charmed me and read my mind, but that seems... good, I want them to do that, I wouldn't want someone to get away with murder or something just because they're a good liar. So — it seems like in Westcrown the judiciary is actually working incredibly well? So I think mostly I want to figure out how to make it work like that everywhere, and to make it so that it applies to everyone even if they're a noble or a powerful wizard or part of the Watch."
She absent-mindedly touches the place where her holy symbol usually rests. "Just about the only thing I can think of that I wish they'd done differently, that they could do differently without causing problems, is — they took my holy symbol when they arrested me, obviously, and I don't think they shouldn't have done that, but they didn't give it back when they let me out. But that's so, so small compared to everything else I thought would happen when the guards came to take me."
(And she spent hours and hours awake in a dark cell feeling absolutely certain she was going to die — but that seems pretty much impossible to fix, without setting people free who they really shouldn't. It's not like they hurt her, it was just unpleasant.)