Promise nods.
"What did you see? ...And how starving are you, I don't know how long it takes mortals to starve, will you eat something now or are you still intent on not eating..."
He pauses. "The irony of protecting myself by starving to death has not escaped me."
"I don't see the sense of it even correcting for irony," says Promise, picking up the fruit that has rolled least far away in her clumsy fall. She dusts it off and peels off a section for him and holds it out.
"There may also have been a bit of death wish mixed in there. My terrible decisions are many-rooted." He cooperatively eats the fruit, making vaguely indecent noises as he does so. Favorite food, plus starving to death, makes for a very pleasant eating experience. He'd do it more often if it wouldn't upset Promise. And if it weren't for the fact that it's horrible in every other possible way.
"What were you protecting yourself from?" She peels off more sections.
"It was stupid. I loved Belinda, and she wanted to kill me. So I thought that loving someone was... too dangerous. That it was better to die on my own terms than to let myself love you. But then the soulgaze, and the- objective truth, that you'd never want to hurt me like that, kind of blew down that whole house of cards. Speaking of which, Iron is a terrible name for any number of reasons, I appreciate you going along with it but Winter really is much better when I'm not being a miserable little twat. I apologize for the confusion."
"You could pick something that isn't either of them if you preferred," she points out. "Some people change nicknames all the time. ...Are you saying that you needed to... look at my soul....?"
"I knew Belinda for my entire life. She was literally incapable of lying to me. My entire worldview was centered around the "fact" that she loved me. To have that taken away- I'm not saying that there couldn't have been some other way, but... it'd be hard. I don't know if you could have done it. I don't know if anyone could've done it. And it hurt you, doing that, but- it happened."
Ari sits, quietly, and wonders if he can wish for Promise's sake that she hadn't saved him.
She collects all the nuts and the other rolled-away food, peers at the spilled liquid components of the meal and decides that they're a lost cause and sorceries them away, and brings Ari what's left, dusted off.
Ari eats them. They remain delicious. Ari doesn't make any more vaguely indecent noises.
"I'm still starving, but I don't think I can have any more right now. Starvation's inconvenient that way."
"Yeah. Rather not die anymore. And-" He almost thanks her for that, but he shouldn't. "And thanks. For the food."
Well, that went predictably.
Ari goes out to check on the frostberries, finding that they've actually flourished in his absence. Fairy blood seems to have had the obvious effect on them. (He tries not to think about the fact that Promise fed his baby for him. He's not going to think about that until he can confirm or deny that she hates him forever.)
He takes about half of a harvest, since he can't lose too much blood at the moment. It might be his imagination, but they seem to perk up a bit at the taste of him. He murmurs to them, "Yeah, I'm back. Sorry for leaving you alone, there was... stuff came up. Did you like Promise?" The vines rustle amongst themselves. "She's nice, isn't she?" Further rustling. "...I know. I'm sorry."
He returns to his basement to pick up the pieces.
She burns the paper when she's done with it; she doesn't have to draw without Yellow breathing down her neck, but keeping actual records in plain text anywhere outside of her tree is not a mistake she's prepared to make.
She goes out and pulls some paper materials from her farm and goes back to her room and makes more paper. It's meditative.
Then he turns to crafting. Making useful things will get his mind off this whole mess. Useful, useful things.
Promise goes and finds him again after a few hours, holding a bowl of mashed roots.
"Do you want to see what I'm working on?" he asks tentatively.