She looks at the apartment. She imagines Sherlock's thoughts as they would've appeared back when she could call for them to scroll by, quick intimate displays of inmost self. Sherlock would have held herself so still, and then -
She wouldn't leave Tony alone.
She would fix the problem.
"No. I don't think so. I'll check but I don't think so. You told me there's no way to leave Downside. What would happen if someone tried to pull me out anyway, very hard with a lot of magic?"
Because stars didn't work.
But Bell had said, directly to Sherlock, that she didn't know about evils.
Bell thinks she might know about evils now.
"Could she have gotten a live version of me - a real back-from-the-dead version - and could I be stuck here as a - an alternate version of that one, regardless?" She swallows. "And she wouldn't know that I split, and she'd have an alive one of me - and she'd stop mourning. And no one else would even find out. I suppose they'd tell Tony but maybe only after the fact. My parents would never know, certainly."
Bell draws her knees up to her chin at the edge of the bedspread. "So she'll be fine. And Tony will be fine. And my empire will be fine. And - and I'm never going to see them again, because they don't know I need to be gotten and they're going to live forever."
She's going to go to the library, once she has a contractor sorted out, and she's going to read about the "administration".
Her hand strokes along the bedspread. Sherlock made this for me. She made all of this for me. Probably in less than a minute.
"All of the questions. What else do you think I ought to know before I so much as make a trip to the library? What won't I find in the library that you can tell me? Will everyone speak English, or appear to?"
"English has been the common language here for a while, but that might change, and if it stays changed for long enough you'll have to learn the new one," she shrugs. "Judges can imprint languages on people, and they give everyone the most commonly spoken language at their time of arrival, unless they already have it."
One thing she knows she's going to do is keep this apartment Sherlock made for her utterly spotless.
And then, trying to look as uninteresting as possible, she goes back to the station to find the Crescent.
When Bell comes out of the stairwell, the woman sitting on the desk glances at her and smiles. "Looks like we've got a fresh one," she says amicably.
"I - just died, yes," says Shell Bell. "My guide said I would be able to find a - a contractor here."
She recites it from memory, although she does glance at her file to confirm that she got it right. She did.
Bell hands them over. "My guide couldn't tell me what anything after the first page meant. Can you?"
"...I put a city on the moon?" Bell offers. "I didn't, like, evict anyone from their actual home, I just - moved the homes. It was the best thing to do - the culture was utterly toxic."
"I usually went by Shell Bell." Pause. "So if I'm understanding you correctly you personally are going to take my, er, sentence, which is largely for putting the Capitol on the moon? ...I am glad that this doesn't seem to bother you."