If Zan was having a bad time, do you really think she'd just tell you? (Or herself?)

(Note to readers: most tags from Blended Zan are backfilled in, as nobody present was able to beat her bluff.)

Screenname is from What if I, by Bailey Spinn:

Reality's starting to bleed
pulling me into a spiral
I'm begging to find a reprieve
from having to fake a smile