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The sisters wait.

"Do you want - Soph, can you drive right now -?"
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"Uh, no, but you could drive Tamara home and I could call Dad."

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Tamara doesn't respond to their logistical questions. She finishes collecting her dust into the jar Soph gave her. She screws the cap on carefully, carefully. Still kneeling, looking down, she says quietly, brokenly, "Tell me you killed him."

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"He's dead. Burned up. I stayed to make sure he didn't put himself out."

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"Good." She doesn't say anything else. She's holding herself wrong, somehow, all stiffness and awkward and rigid angles. As though she might shatter at any second.

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"Let's get you home," suggests Bella in a low voice.

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Tamara nods jerkily, and manages to haul herself to her feet despite her unsteadiness. She wraps her jar carefully in her arms and- waits. Silently, with noiseless tears running down her cheeks.

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Bella puts a hand on her elbow and leads Tamara to her own car. "Let me have the keys, I'll drive."

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Tamara digs up her keys, wiping her eyes on her sleeve as she does so. This has no real effect except to make room for more tears. She unlocks the car and then hands the keys to Bella, settling herself stiffly into the passenger seat.








my baby, my baby
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Bella drives. She doesn't try to talk to Tamara.

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For the remainder of the car ride, Tamara tries futilely to dry her face, and holds tight to the container in her lap. Every so often she shudders, carefully readjusts it, and then shrinks back into herself.

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Bella parks.

"Do you want me to stay with you?" she asks softly.
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Tamara has to take a few minutes to piece together her thoughts well enough to answer.





My baby, my baby





"Thank you, but- no, I- I have to- say goodbye," she manages finally.
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"Okay. Call if you need anything. I'm so, so sorry I didn't find him in time."

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"I don't- he wasn't-" Tamara starts, tries, then takes a breath and starts again. "He must've- right when he was taken- there was nothing you-"

And then she starts crying again, and the rest of her words get lost.
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That wasn't what Bella meant, but she's not going to argue the point. She goes around the car and opens Tamara's door for her and sees her inside. And then she jogs home.

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