And she is back to not being able to properly cry.

The one raping her cunt starts growing spikes.

It hurts, and it's going to keep hurting, and - for a while there before they gave her that break to eat and drink, she was too far gone to even remember that her mara was an option, and probably also too far gone to have succeeded in unlocking it if she'd tried - but she remembers now, and she could do it now, and she is horribly, horribly tempted -

No. She'd have no chance of controlling it if she unlocked it now, and not even these people deserve a loose mara on their hands, and even if they did, presumably there is at least one innocent person somewhere in this world. She will not.

Someone not currently fucking her gropes her breasts roughly, leaving bruises.

It's sort of incredible how little that seems to matter. Not so long ago, she would have been horrified, and now she has so many more important problems than someone touching her breasts in a way that doesn't even hurt that much.

The one fucking her in the side comes and heals her.

Like that. That is an example of a more important problem she has.

And also the fact that someone else starts over in a different location, that is probably also a more important problem.

Yes. Yes, exactly.

She's losing coherency again, her thoughts falling apart into a whirlwind scatter of pain and trauma.

They keep it up for a very long time. Hours, at least, if she has any ability to process time.

Eventually someone withdraws from her throat and is not immediately replaced.

She coughs and gags and sobs and doesn't yet try to do anything as difficult as think.

They clear various effluvia from her throat.

Okay. Breathing. She is breathing now. She tries to focus her eyes.

They attempt to give her water.

She is somewhat better at it this time around but it is still a solid five minutes before she can drink properly.

She can have the five minutes, then. And then she is given food again.

She is likewise better-than-last-time-but-still-not-great with food, and likewise improves somewhat faster.

"Faster" is probably not something she has cause to be thrilled about, considering that it leads to a swifter re-escalation of rape.

If she were strategizing better she might delay herself deliberately, but that would require more presence of mind than she has available.

Someone slides a knife between her tibia and fibula.

That's a new kind of awful and as such elicits an attempt at a scream.

Her attempt fails. Someone's cock follows the path of the knife, snapping bone around it.

When that one finishes, he heals her, and another fails to immediately follow. They keep stabbing her sides, but her leg is not re-molested yet.

Stabbing her sides and fucking her there is plenty awful all by itself, but she's - almost starting to get used to it; it hurts and it's awful and violating and makes her want to cry, but it's not an unpleasant surprise anymore, just - unpleasant.