This was a bad idea.

She seems to keep returning to that, even though at this point even if she finally thought of something that would have been a better idea, it would be entirely to late.

She thinks she's picking up everything the attendants are showing her at a speed that should turn out fine (not that they're very likely to tell her if she isn't). Which is good, because she wouldn't be the first dom to declare she's not dealing with this now, if she decided to do that, but at that point the attendants would expect her submissive would be given the work, and Anais rather has her hands full.

She looks over at Anais, who is in fact practicing holding both of the twins at once. She has not thought of something that would 

This was a bad idea.

She seems to keep returning to that, even though at this point even if she finally thought of something that would have been a better idea, it would be entirely to late.

She thinks she's picking up everything the attendants are showing her at a speed that isn't too slow, even if it keeps feeling that way (not that they're very likely to tell her if she isn't) (Once she's seen she can never unsee - why are so many dominants like this, to make the world like this). Which is good, because she wouldn't be the first dom to declare she's not dealing with this now, if she decided to do that, but at that point the attendants would expect her submissive would be given the work, and Anais rather has her hands full.

She looks over at Anais, who is in fact practicing holding both of the twins at once. Anais grins at her. Light-coming is asleep in the bassinet. She should probably use the time to sleep, but she should also probably talk to- she and Anais should probably talk.

"Three kids isn't really that much more than two, once you're already got more than one," Anais had laughed. It's not true, and Anais knows it's not true, and she knows it's not true. But there was never a choice between two and three, there was a choice between two taken for whatever experiment, and three not. 

(She has not thought of something that would have been a better idea).

This was a bad idea.

She seems to keep returning to that, even though at this point even if she finally thought of something that would have been a better idea, it would be entirely to late.

She thinks she's picking up everything the attendants are showing her at a speed that isn't too slow, even if it keeps feeling that way (not that they're very likely to tell her if she isn't) (Once she's seen she can never unsee - why are so many dominants like this, to make the world like this). Which is good, because she wouldn't be the first dom to declare she's not dealing with this now, if she decided to do that, but at that point the attendants would expect her submissive would be given the work, and Anais rather has her hands full.

She looks over at Anais, who is in fact practicing holding both of the twins at once. Anais grins at her. Light-coming is asleep in the bassinet. She should probably use the time to sleep, but she should also probably talk to- she and Anais should probably talk.

"Three kids isn't really that much more than two, once you're already got more than one," Anais had laughed. It's not true, and Anais knows it's not true, and she knows it's not true. But there was never a choice between two and three, there was a choice between two taken for whatever experiment, and three not. 

They can afford help. They have to be careful about affording help, they haven't been able to make any arrangements yet about affording help because better to wait until the legality was secure (Light-coming, not growing in her body anymore, so small in the bassinet, so small but real in her arms). But they can afford help. They have a roof. They can work. They're here.

(She has not thought of something that would have been a better idea).