She's got the baby and she's on her way to the hallucination set and then there's a thing. It eats three orcs. - Not eats. It... puts, three orcs, through its face. There aren't bulges in its body, no chewing no blood no pain even when she can still read someone's mind in the last moment before their head is gone -
Yeah her plan probably wasn't gonna work anyway she steps into the snake portal.
"- what the fuck. What. What the fuck. Is - were they ordered to or something -"
Well, yeah. These were my foster parents, they're orcs. After I was older it could be less careful so random people could do it instead but when I was growing up they had to make sure I was hurting enough not to just plain be an Elf but not in ways that would stunt my growth or make it so I couldn't have kids or walk or something. I noticed they weren't doing it to my little sister once I had a little sister and I asked them and they said it was so I didn't turn into an Elf so they wouldn't love me any more. - One of the oaths is they have to hate Elves, but I'm not an Elf.
He hugs her very tightly and tries to calm himself down, because his impulse reaction is intense rage and a burning desire to destroy Melkor, and that seems like maybe not the most helpful thing he could possibly be feeling right now. But she is his orf, his best, his favourite, and he loves her, and - you don't torture your own children, you just don't, and even more than that you do not make somebody else torture their children, and most of all you do not do that when the child in question is his precious Beka -
She is good and cute and precious and he loves her and wants her to be happy and he would absolutely fight a fucking god for her. But he does not need to drop everything and go fight a god literally this second.
Okay. Okay. There. Okay. He is calm now. Well, calm-ish.
"- still kind of wanna kill him," he admits.
I don't think the Ainur even can die. The Elf gods had him locked up for a long time but his lordship was free and then the Elf gods paroled Melkor and he skipped out.
- he shakes his head. "If I do it, which - I might not - fighting gods just 'cause they pissed me off is not a great habit to get into..."
Snuggle.
"I'm gonna wait until I can think about it without wanting to light something on fire before I decide if I really want to fight him or not, anyway. I just -" More snuggle. "- I guess this is how I get when somebody fucks with the people I love."
He has had some awkward moments with his daughter, centuries ago, where she left the mountain and someone figured out who she was and hurt her pretty badly to get at him and she did not appreciate what he did to those people in response. He would rather not let this impulse lead him to do something stupid.
Snuggle. "That's good."
...he still thinks maybe he will try to figure out how to kill a god, just in case. If anybody follows Beka here to try to fuck with her he is definitely going to fight them, no question about that.
"I love you." He kisses her. "I want to keep you safe."
It is actually kind of weird how he's barely even thought about hurting her since she got here. He likes hurting people, but - he only wants to do things to Beka that Beka will like. It is so good when she's happy. So sure, it would be hot if it turned out she was into being choked, or something, but he already enjoys delighting her more than he enjoys torturing his swans; the thought of torturing her when she's not into it is honestly really upsetting.
Awwwww. You could tattoo me more art if you want! It prickles! And I like biting and scratching and hair pulling up to just before when hair comes out and being fucked like really hard. I think I'm harder to injure than you think I am.
And a pretty delighted Serik, too.
He kisses a bite mark on the back of her neck and offers her a bottle of healing water in case she would like to be less bitten now that the fun is temporarily over.
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